Chapter 9
Hutch bundled their collars into the back
of his car, hand on the top of each shaken man’s head, like it says in “arrests 101” but his mind wasn’t
on the flake’s welfare, it was back with his buddy. After Starsky had pulled the rings from his finger to stop the terrible
burn, he’d handed them to Hutch, calmly and without another word, his last sentence still ringing in the blond’s
ears. ‘Seems like we got our answer buddy.’
Hutch looked at the two silver rings. They were as much
a part of the brunet as his curls, his piercing blue eyes or his impossibly tight jeans. They were the essence of the sable
haired cop and he closed his fingers round them as he closed his eyes and waited for a second, gathering his composure around
him like a cloak. Finally happy that he wouldn’t say something he shouldn’t, he slipped the rings onto his own
little finger, fancifully imagining that he could get some sort of added rapport with his partner before heading back to the
smaller man.
Starsky stayed where he’d stopped the flake, hunkered
down on the dirt by the entrance to the freeway while Hutch had marched their man back through the streets and to his battered
LTD and had collected the injured guy en route. He’d been thankful for some time on his own because he dearly needed
to get his thoughts into some sort of order. Words and phrases ran through his head as he knelt by the side of the passing
cars.
‘…….this isn’t
the work of a man at all Detective. That’s why I’m here. If I’m right, you’re looking for a werewolf…..’
‘……would it surprise
you to know that any one of us in this room could be a werewolf and no-one would know any different? Or at least not until
the full moon…..’
‘…….their first couple
of full moons….. they have little control over their urges……’
‘What he’s trying to say
is that that was a werewolf. She attacked you Starsky. And she broke the skin. Her saliva may be in your blood. We
um…. You could be infected.’
‘…..if you are infected,
so far as I know, there is no cure.’
So this was it. He could run faster, he felt great.
He could see well, hear amazingly, hell he could even live without pain, but the payoff was more than he wanted to contemplate.
How could this have happened? And why to him? Starsky was not given to feeling sorry for himself, it just wasn’t in
his nature, but right now, with the tide of panic building steadily inside him, the feeling of futility threatened to drown
him.
He wondered what it would feel like when he changed
and every horror movie he’d ever seen floated through his mind, The Werewolf of Washington, Moon of the Wolf, The Beast
Must Die. Each and every one of them he’d watched with his bucket of popcorn and large coke and he’d lapped up
the dark stories. And throughout each of them the common thread had been that a werewolf, once turned, became evil. The devil
incarnate almost, all with a bloodlust and all with murder in their hearts. He thought about the five bodies on the beach,
each with their throats ripped out and for a split second wondered what it would feel like to have a living person’s
neck between his own jaws, What would it feel like to bite down and fight against their struggles. The more he thought about
it, the sicker he felt so that by the time Hutch pulled to a stop by his side, he was filled with the fear of what he might
become.
It seemed ironic that after feeling so well that very
morning, he should now feel as though death would be too good a thing for him. He barely looked up as Hutch got out of the
car and walked over to him and he flinched a little as the tall blond put a hand on his shoulder.
‘Want a ride?’
Starsky nodded once and got into the car.
He sat as far over in his seat as he could, wondering what his partner would be making of all this. What would he feel if
the tables were turned and Hutch had been bitten? He had no idea. Compassion? Fear? Panic? Probably all those things and a
myriad of others. Hutch was the best friend he’d ever had, better even than Traff who came a very close second, but
friendship, even as close as theirs, could only stand so much. What if he was to turn while Hutch was there? What if he was
to attack someone? What if ….? The “what ifs” were endless and his mind refused to think of any more. He
wanted to be alone to try to come to terms with what was inevitably going to happen to him although he didn’t think
for one minute that his partner would let him slink off to lick his wounds…..Oh my God, there ya go with the doggy
euphemisms! It’s happenin’ already!
‘You ok partner?’ Hutch asked softly. ‘How’re
ya doin’?’
Starsky snickered. ‘Pretty much like you’d
think. Although I haven’t tried to lick my balls yet.’
‘Guess that comes with practice huh?’
‘Uh huh. After that you’d better watch out.
I’m gonna start humpin’ your leg’ his face grinned but there was no light of mirth behind the eyes and Hutch
patted his knee.
‘It’ll be fine buddy’
‘How? How can it be fine? I’m a…..’
he turned round and glared at the two men in the back seat before lowering his voice. ‘….a werewolf, or I will
be in less than two weeks. Explain to me how fine that is.’
Hutch grunted. ‘We’ll find a way. There’s
got to be a way…a cure.’
‘Hey is one of you two pugs sick? Coz I don’t
wanna be catching no germs from no heat’ the injured guy in the back whined. Together the two cops yelled ‘Shudup’
at him and he fell silent before starting up again.
‘If I get sick I’m gonna be settin’
my lawyer onto you. I’ll take ya for every penny ya got’ he sniped.
In the front seat, Starsky leaned over to Hutch and
snorted. ‘If I was a bit further gone, I could bite him for ya’ he grinned, determined he’d keep his composure
until he was alone. If he could joke with his partner and make light of his impossible situation he could almost believe,
just for a few minutes that everything was normal and he’d never heard of the woman, werewolves or Perry Turner.
Hutch grinned back at him, glad also for some banter.
‘Don’t let the phase of the moon stop ya buddy. I say go for it and be hanged.’
They got back to the Metro at a little after 1:30 and
as Hutch took the two perps downstairs to book them in with the custody sergeant, Starsky made his apologies.
‘Maybe I overdid it this mornin.’ I dunno.
I just feel…. Well, I’m gonna sign out early an’ head on home.’
Hutch studied him carefully. ‘Ya sure you’re
ok?’
‘Yeah, m’fine’ the brunet lied. ‘Just
need a little sleep.’
‘I could come home with ya, make sure you’re
ok.’
‘I said I’m fine’ Starsky snapped,
stopping himself from launching into a full scale attack when he saw the pain in his partner’s eyes. ‘I just need
some time Hutch. It’s a lot to handle an’ I need some space.’
‘I can understand that. But I don’t want
ya getting all broody’
The brunet snickered. ‘That makes me sound like
a chicken. Think more wolf buddy….I’m sorry. Bad joke. I’m just cranky from turnin’ slowly into a
monster I guess. Ring tonight if ya want, Mom. I’ll be in.’ He turned and without a backwards glance headed off
down the corridor to borrow a black and white for the journey home.
Hutch watched him go with a heavy heart. The curly haired
man had a lot to deal with and he longed to be able to help him; to somehow take it all away and make it better. But that
was impossible, he knew, and instead, he lost himself in his work for the afternoon then as soon as he could, he headed off
home himself.
The drive back to Venice Place gave him time to think
and when he got back he knew he needed to phone Perry. Perry had dealt with this shit all her life. She’d know what
to do. She’d help. In fact she was the only one who could help them. This wasn’t the sort of thing they could
go to the police psychologist with. He could just hear them now.
‘Come in Sergeant and lie on the couch. Now tell
me. How long have you been a wolf?’
No, it just didn’t work. As he walked up the steps
and pushed the door to his apartment open he could hear Karen busy with supper dishes in his kitchen. He shouted a greeting
and then picked up the phone and carried it into his bedroom. Sitting down on the bed, he dialled Perry’s number and
waiting, hearing her soft tones answer a moment later.
‘Hi, it’s Hutch.’
‘Hullo honey. This is a surprise, or is it? Has
something happened?’ she asked.
‘Um, yeah, yeah it has’ Hutch replied heavily
and proceeded to tell the woman the facts as dispassionately as he could, although towards the end his voice was beginning
to break. ‘You have to help him Perry. Ya must know something…. Anything. You’ve been around this shit for
as long as you can remember. There must be a cure. There’s gotta be’ he finished desperately.
At the door of the room, Karen paused and then boldly
walked in. Hutch looked up and nodded to his sister.
‘Anything you can come up with Perry. Anything
at all, we’d be grateful.’ The blond put the phone down and sighed.
‘Someone sick?’ Karen asked
Her brother looked at her and wished he could be as
innocent as she looked. God, what he wouldn’t give for stepping back a couple of weeks. Back to when he didn’t
know anything about throats being ripped out, or werewolves or infections. He sighed and the damn broke in his resolve. As
Karen watched in horror her brother put his head in his hand and sobbed softly. She crossed the room quickly and sat but Hutch’s
side, putting her arm round his shoulder.
‘What is it Bunny? What’s wrong? Are you
sick? Who’s Perry, a doctor?
Hutch looked up and smiled weakly. ‘Bunny? You
haven’t called me that since we were little.’
She grinned. ‘You looked so like a little boy
it slipped out. But tell me, what’s the matter?’
For a moment, Hutch wondered whether he should share
or not, but the weight of his secret was too great. How could he help his buddy if he couldn’t help himself? He took
a deep breath. ‘Can you keep a secret Sis?’
‘Course! I never told ya where Mom hid your Christmas
presents.’
‘No, I don’t mean a little secret; I mean
a huge, whopping, life or death secret. It’s important.’
She regarded him levelly. ‘Whatever you want to
tell me’ she said softly, seeing the seriousness in his eyes.
‘You know when you met Starsk and he had that
big bruise on his neck?’
‘Sure. He said he’d been hurt in a fight.
What’s the big secret about that?’
‘It was who he fought with Karen.’
‘Go on’ she said, feeling the tenseness
in her brother’s body.
‘Um, well, there’s no easy way to say this,
so I’m just gonna come out with it.’
Karen stiffened. ‘You’re beginning to scare
me’ she whispered.
‘Well it makes two of us. Truth is, I’ve
never been so scared in all my life. We went down to the beach to investigate another murder and we found the murderer holed
up in a cave in the headland. We had an expert with us – Perry Turner.’
‘And she’s an expert in….?’
‘Black magic. The occult and specifically…um….werewolves.’
Karen started to laugh, but caught herself when she
saw the pain in those crystal blue eyes. ‘Oh my God, you’re serious aren’t you?’ she asked quietly.
‘I wish I wasn’t, but yeah, I’m deadly
serious. We found the werewolf – a woman. And no, they don’t look like big dogs. In fact she was the most staggeringly
beautiful woman I’ve ever seen. Just hellish strong and quick. Anyway, she attacked Starsk and she bit him – his
neck.’
‘Oh my God!’ Karen put her hand up to her
mouth in horror. ‘And?’
‘And for a while we didn’t know whether
he’d be infected or not. Perry told us it wouldn’t show until the next full moon. But today…. Well, we were
chasing down a couple of flakes and he…..Starsk ran faster than I’ve ever seen him move; unnaturally fast and…’
Hutch looked at the two rings now adorning his little finger. ‘….well now we have our answer. He’s gonna
change at this next full moon’ he finished softly.
‘And that’s when?’
‘In less than a week’ Hutch finished bitterly.
‘And before you ask, no, there is no cure.’
Chapter 10
Starsky drove the borrowed black and white back home,
his mind a whirl as he started to think about the reality of his situation. There were so many things to consider, the first
and foremost being how easy it had been for Lya to infect him. And if it was so easy for her, then he too could infect anyone
with his blood or just about any other secretion! So what of girls? Dating would be a big “no no” from now on,
that was a given. And then again, what would happen if he were injured on the job? He couldn’t very well let Hutch take
the risk of becoming infected by looking after him and he didn’t think the local hospitals would be too happy with a
lycanthrop on their wards. Perry had told him that healing was accelerated for wolves, but could he heal bullet wounds, or
knives? Would there be the same amount of pain? How long would it take? Would he even need a doctor?
Should he tell anyone? Oh my God, should he tell Dobey?
He didn’t think for one moment that there would be a paragraph in the police personnel manual dealing with “What
to do if an officer becomes a monster” and God knows what would happen if he was to turn while out on a job. “Cop
eats suspect” wasn’t the sort of headline he saw every day on the Bay City Herald. He cursed to himself about
his luck, fate, anything and everything. And yet, at the back of his mind was the fact that while all this was going on he
felt fitter and livelier and healthier than he had done in years.
As Starsky pulled up outside his apartment and trotted
up the steps, he could smell the residual heat of the black top and the warm leaves on the tree. His eyes were blinded by
the brilliance of the greenery and the late evening sunlight dappling through the limbs of the old tree and his ears caught
the slightest chirrup of the cicadas nearby. The whole world was opening up to him and becoming more “real”, as
though for the whole of his life he’d been an onlooker until now. Now he was a player in the game of life, a hunter,
but unfortunately, his prey was his fellow man. Swallowing down hard, he went quickly inside and locked the door as if doing
so would somehow protect the world from him and him from the world. He needed time to deal with this; time to figure out his
next move; time to digest the fact that with the next full moon, less than a week away, he would become another type of being.
Across town, Hutch was also wondering what to do next.
He’d sat down with Karen and explained to her in raw, plain terms what had happened those two weeks ago in the cave.
His sister had dealt with the revelation remarkably well he thought. At least she hadn’t run out of the house screaming
that her brother had finally gone insane. As to whether she actually appreciated the full depth of what he’d told her,
he didn’t know and didn’t want to guess. For the moment, he was numb and although he’d already phoned Perry,
she was the only one who knew anything about werewolves and what this transformation would mean for his partner and ultimately
for him.
The blond picked up the telephone and punched in the
numbers again and a moment later, he breathed a sigh of relief as Perry answered.
‘Um…. I need to talk to someone…well,
to you really. I um… I need answers and I um…’ he stumbled over his words until the woman interrupted.
‘Of course you do, it’s a lot to take in
love. Shall I come over?’
Hutch looked around. He didn’t want Karen to get
too involved in this. His sister was back in the kitchen, ostensibly making tea for them, but he thought she really just wanted
space to assimilate what he’d told her. He needed to get out. He needed to escape the confines of his apartment and
so he shook his head.
‘D’ya mind me comin’ over there?’
he asked.
‘No, not at all’ Perry’s soft Lancashire
accent sounded concerned as she gave him her address. He jotted it down and told her he’d be over in 15 minutes. As
he put the phone down, he walked back into the kitchen.
‘Karen, I’m going out honey. I want you
to lock the door, don’t open it for anyone and don’t answer the telephone huh?’
She turned her piercing blue eyes on him and nodded.
‘Not even for Dave? she asked quietly.
Hutch shook his head, a pained expression flitting across
his handsome face. ‘No’ he replied softly ‘especially not for Dave.’
‘Where are you going? How long will you be?’
she asked.
‘I’m going to see a friend. I have to do
something Sis and this friend may have some answers. I can’t…. I won’t just leave things to happen. I can’t.
I don’t know when I’ll be back, it may be late. Don’t wait up, I have a key.’ The blond kissed her
chastely on the cheek and headed out, waiting just outside the door until he heard the click of the lock. Satisfied his sister
was safe, he headed down the steps and out to his car, driving over to Perry’s house mindlessly, his hands and feet
working the controls automatically as his mind ran scenarios and possibilities.
Fifteen minutes later, the twin white lances of the
big headlights swung into the drive of a modest house on the outskirts of the city and Hutch got out. Perry was at the door
waiting for him as he approached the entrance and she stepped aside to let him in, showing him into a small living room furnished
simply with a sofa, a chair, a coffee table and a small television set.
‘I um… I didn’t mean to intrude or
spoil your night it’s just…. I um…’
‘Didn’t know who else to ask?’ she
asked with a slight smile.
‘Right.’
‘So tell me. What exactly happened?’ Perry
sat back comfortably on the chair, tucking her legs up until she was curled against the arm. Hutch sat stiffly, his body reflecting
the unease in his mind. This couldn’t be happening, it could be happening.
He took a deep breath and started to recount what had
gone on that afternoon. As he told the story, his fingers automatically toyed with the rings now circling his little finger;
the rings that had burned his partner’s hand and given final credence to the idea that he was about to become something
almost other worldly. As he told the tale, Perry sat quietly, listening intently, nodding appropriately and letting the blond
continue without pause. She knew it would be hard for him to recount and towards the end, Hutch’s voice faltered when
he got to the part where Starsky had handed his silver jewellery to him and uttered those few simple words Looks like we
got our answer buddy. There had been no histrionics, no melodrama. The words were said in typical Starsky fashion, plain
and no nonsense, but the pain behind the words had chilled the blond to the bone.
‘So he showed me the burns round his little finger
an’ that’s when we realised that this was for real’ he finished. He looked up at Perry whose face was a
picture of compassion and suddenly the dam of his emotions broke and he dipped his head to his hands, the hopelessness of
the situation finally overwhelming him.
Immediately, Perry rose from her chair and came over
to sit by the side of the flaxen haired cop on the sofa. She put her arms around him and hugged him to her as Hutch rested
his forehead on her shoulder and accepted the consoling embrace. It felt so right to have told her. She was the only one he
knew who would understand and yet he’d known her a scant two weeks and during that time had spent little time alone
with her. But she was the occult expert. She was the one who said some of her best friends were werewolves. She was the only
one who knew what the two cops were going through.
The big blond and the tiny woman sat for minutes quietly,
Hutch silent and brooding and Perry allowing him time to grieve for himself and his partner, but finally Hutch drew away from
her.
‘What can I do? What can we do? I need
to do somethin’ to help him. Anythin’ he whispered.
‘There’s not a lot that you can do’
Perry said practically. ‘Except be there for him. He’s going to need a lot of support, and so are you.’
‘Ya think?’ the cop snickered softly.
‘You know, it seems bad now, but he can lead almost
a normal life once his first few moons have passed. Then he’ll begin to have some control over his changing and maybe,
if he gets the chance, he’ll even reach the stage where he can decide whether to change or not.’
Hutch looked up sharply. ‘What d’ya mean,
“If he gets the chance”?’
Perry sighed. ‘I mean that there are a lot of
things he’ll have to deal with. One is that, just like ordinary people, there are good wolves and bad wolves. But whereas
people tend to keep themselves to themselves, if Starsky is seen as weak, the rougher element will seek him out and destroy
him. And if they don’t get him, the hunters might’ she said sadly.
‘What hunters?’ Hutch was almost afraid
to ask.
‘There are some who know about werewolves; who
have the knowledge like me, but are vindictive and want to hunt and kill. Most wolves that make it through their first year
of moons have the ability to control their urges to a large extent. But the hunters see them as animals and nothing more.
He’s going to have to be careful.’
‘You mean, as if changin’ into this….
this… thing aint bad enough, he’s gonna have to avoid bein’ shot dead by flakes with guns too?’ Hutch
asked bitterly.
Perry nodded. ‘That’s about the size of
it. I’m sorry love. But if he does make it, he can still live an almost normal life.’
‘As a cop?’
She shook her head. ‘I don’t know. Honestly,
I don’t know. That’s for you and him to decide.’
The blond plunged his head into his hands again. ‘Shit,
this is so unfair. After all he’s been through!’
‘And while you’re worrying about him, who’s
going to look after you?’ Perry asked softly.
‘Dunno’ the answer was muffled in the folds
of Hutch’s arms and he felt soft fingers pulling at him until he looked up, a lost light in his eyes. Gently Perry held
her fingers under his chin and leaned close so that she could graze his lips with hers. She pulled back, scared of the reaction
she might get.
Hutch stopped breathing for a second, realising belatedly
just what a beautiful woman she was and how much he needed a moment of tenderness to help him through this crazy situation.
Without thinking further, he put his arms around Perry and pulled her to him, answering her own tentative kiss with a harder,
more urgent one of his own. An instant later, he pulled away, amazed at his own reaction.
‘I'm sorry. I should um…. I should leave’
he breathed.
Perry regarded him calmly. ‘Why?’
‘Coz I don’t know what power you have over
me, but if I stay, I can’t be held responsible for my actions’ he said huskily. ‘I should be worried for
my buddy an’ instead all I can think of right now is….’
He was silenced by another kiss and this time he didn’t
hesitate as he felt Perry’s tongue shyly begin to explore him mouth. His own tongue danced with hers as his hands started
to explore her petite body and as she pushed him back onto the sofa, he realised that this was exactly what he needed.
Chapter 11
Whilst Hutch was submitting to the tender ministrations
of the small English woman and her magic lips and hands, Starsky was pacing his living room. He’d been doing so for
the past half an hour and anyone who had the chance to look in through his window would be forgiven for thinking that he looked
just like one of the animals in San Diego zoo. As he reached the limits of the room one way, he swung round and started back
in the opposite direction, his hands dug deep into his jeans pockets and his head hanging down. Occasionally he would stop
and sigh, maybe looking up at the clock before he recommenced his mindless walking in a grim parody of the wild wolves captured
forever behind wire fences.
Since coming back home, and as darkness descended on
the town, the brunet had felt steadily more edgy and antsy. At first he put it down to a physical reaction to the revelations
of earlier in the day. His little finger stung him each time he caught the burn on the fabric of his jeans and although it
was only a small pain, it served to remind him of his predicament, as if he needed any outside stimulus to focus his mind
on his impending change.
As time went on, however, and the feelings of being
caged and trapped increased, Starsky began to wonder if it was just a reaction to that newfound knowledge, or whether something
more sinister was at work. At first, he’d poured himself a beer, fished a slice of cold pizza out of the back of his
fridge and had sat in front of the television, flicking idly through the channels. None of the programmes interested him.
There were reruns of “I Love Lucy” which he watched for a moment then skipped on. A documentary on the life of
the Canadian Timber wolf made him snicker but he wasn’t in the mood for lifestyle programmes and so eventually he hit
the off button and threw the remote down in disgust.
Next he tried his old standby and got himself a copy
of “Practical Photographer”. He’d been toying with the idea of buying a telephoto lens for a while now and
thought that maybe looking in the adverts at the back of the magazine might quiet his mind for a while, but five minutes later,
the magazine too was consigned to the coffee table.
Since then, the brunet had got progressively worse.
The feelings of fire ants marching up and down his veins increased with each passing moment until he had to stand up and move
about. At first the mindless pacing had worked and as he’d walked, he’d felt a little less on edge, but within
a few minutes, the feelings were there again, threatening to overwhelm him.
He’d had those feelings before. Feelings of impending
disaster. Crazily he’d had them during that stupid ping pong game with Hutch in the almost deserted squad room. He’d
had them again just before each major surgery and he hated them. The sensation was one of his belly crawling and his skin
becoming super-sensitive, as though ever fibre of his being was somehow on high alert and waiting for something terrible to
happen. Starsky stopped his pacing and made his decision. The room was too small; too claustrophobic. He felt as though there
was no air in the confined space and the walls were falling in on themselves. He needed to get out.
Without picking up his gun and not bothering to grab
a jacket, the curly haired cop unlocked his front door, snagged his wallet from the table and trotted down the steps. The
night was alive for him. Every buzz of a moth’s wing and every rustle of leaves in the trees spoke to him, his hearing
attuned to the slightest sound. The sensation was cool, and at the same time it terrified him to feel so connected to the
world and yet so out of tune with it, and right then and there, Starsky knew he needed oblivion, if only for a few hours,
until he could get his thoughts into order. Just some time where he didn’t need to think; where his mind could shut
down to the basics of breathing and keeping his heart beating while he embraced blessed blackness.
With that thought in mind, he headed down the road a
little way until he saw the bright neon sign of the bar on the next block and headed towards it like a bee attracted to the
most succulent flower. Starsky pushed the door to the rough place open and stepped inside the warm fuggy atmosphere of the
bar, walking swiftly over to the counter. He leaned heavily on it, ignoring the quiet that had descended over the room at
his entrance and as the bartender looked his way he ordered tequila with a beer chaser. As he downed the shot in one and grabbed
the bottle of beer, the brunet took a moment to look around him.
Most of the occupants of the bar were men from the rougher
neighbourhood round the corner. Some knew the cop because they lived nearby; some knew him because their professional paths
had crossed. All avoided speaking when they saw the strange light in the smoky indigo eyes. Starsky may look and sound like
a man, but the eyes belied that first impression. With the full moon being less than a week away, there was a preternatural
brightness to the cerulean irises and a sharp, almost predatory look which made the crowd back off.
Unaware of the effect he was having on the bar’s
clientele, Starsky ordered another couple of shots of tequila and another beer. The fiery liquor wasn’t having the effect
he’d hoped for regardless of how many drinks he downed the mind numbing fuzziness he craved from the alcohol just didn’t
seem to be hitting home. What made it worse was that despite having come out to the bar to escape his feelings of impending
doom and paranoia, they seemed to be following him and he felt eyes boring into the back of his head, making the hairs on
the back of his neck stand up. Without turning to look, and disappointed that the alcohol wasn’t numbing him, he slapped
the dollars down on the bar, drained his beer and walked outside.
Starsky had gone no more than a couple of steps up the
small back alley towards the road when he heard the quiet snick of the door catch behind him. His ears seemed to prick up
at the sound as though he could feel them move and he quickened his pace a little as he heard footsteps start to follow him.
They were quiet, soft footsteps and to the ordinary, non-wolf mortal, they would be indiscernible from the background noises
of the night. However, the brunet’s hearing was ramped up to the next level and he could even hear his follower’s
breath as they closed the gap.
The cop whirled, every fibre of his being ready to fight.
The hormones flooding his system told him that’s what he needed to do and he balled his fists in readiness. As he turned
though, he saw not a huge thug ready to rob him of his money, but a young girl of maybe 17 or 18. She was pencil slim, her
white blond hair cut into a jaw length bob, glowing luminous in the starlight. Her eyes were green; a bright moss green that
seemed to pierce the darkness of the alley and stare right at him. She froze as he turned, then started to walk towards him
again, confident; slinky; sexy.
Starsky watched the jail bait slink towards him and
for a moment he had the almost unstoppable urge to run to her and sink his teeth into her neck. He could smell her perfume
as though she was standing right next to him and he could feel the heat of her body radiating towards him and sense the blood
flowing through her veins. A fever ran through his body as he took a step forward, drawn as though by an invisible wire to
her. She smiled and stopped as he walked towards her and to his amazement as he got within touching range, she launched herself
at him, wrapping her arms around his neck as she plunged her face into the crook of his neck. He tried to fend her off although
the girl was almost glued to him like a clam and he clawed at her hands, half of him wanting to get rid of her, half of him
wanting to throw her to the ground and take her right there and then.
Starsky knew he wasn’t thinking straight; that
this wasn’t him. He knew he would ordinarily have pushed her away and, by the looks of her, probably taken her home
to her Mom. But this time the wolf blood running in his veins was clouding his judgement and as she kissed him, the cop sensed
that she too was wolfkind and he pulled her close to his body and returned the kiss passionately, the centre of his body springing
to life. As Starsky started to twine his fingers into her hair and he began to lose himself in the sensations, a part of him
that was still alert heard others approaching.
Looking up he saw three figures walking quickly towards
him and he growled low in his throat, detaching himself from the girl’s grip and pushing her to his back, so that he
was between her and the two men and one woman advancing on them. His anger was still evident, inflamed now by his moment of
passion with the girl and he yelled at them as the two men started to circle him.
‘What’s up? Want a piece of me? Huh?’
he snarled at them. They were bigger than him by four or five inches and both men were at least 20 pounds heavier, but it
didn’t stop Starsky from stepping up to the fight.
They grinned at him, hunger in their eyes.
‘Ya got no idea do ya?’ one of them asked
him.
‘Wanna explain it to me?’
‘We don’t want just one piece; we want the
whole fuckin’ lot. Lanie, get away from him honey. He aint for you.’
The young girl at his back slunk out to join her three
friends. ‘He’s special’ she said quietly.
‘An’ why d’ya think we want to take
him out huh?’
Starsky was still staring belligerently at the four
of them and as he watched Lanie go, he felt rather than saw one of the big guys rush him from behind. Even with his enhanced
abilities, the curly haired cop had no chance to defend himself or to duck out of the way and the man ploughed into him with
the force of a freight train and he grunted as he felt strong arms grab a hold of his own and pull them savagely behind his
back.
The man in front of him pushed Lanie to the side and
grinned as he launched his own attack at the brunet who was now held immobile. As the two women looked on the two male werewolves
started their vicious attack on the brunet, fists and feet flying. The cop had no chance to defend himself. With his arms
held tightly behind him, the fight was unequal and unfair and he could do nothing but try to concentrate on riding out the
welter of blows connecting with his stomach chest and face. Starsky felt at least one rib snap under the barrage of fists
and his eye started to swell shut as the coppery tang of blood filled his mouth. In a brief respite between blows he gathered
the blood stained saliva in his mouth and spat it at his breathless assailant, knowing it was the wrong thing to do, but still
defiant to the end. The man wiped the spittle from his face and with a savage cry started his attack again.
Starsky could hear the two girls pleading with the men
to stop. He had no idea why they’d picked on him and as his mind started to close down and his body began to cave in
under the pain and the injuries the men were inflicting, he wondered if Hutch would find him. These were werewolves, he understood
that now. These were the sort of men he would degenerate into and in that moment of clarity, the brunet welcomed the pain
and the blows, seeing this as a way out. If they killed him, it may be the best for everyone. At least that way he wouldn’t
need to suffer the changes and Hutch wouldn’t need to guard him or even hide from him when he became violent.
And so he surrendered to the blows, embracing the pain
and swallowing it down until the punches and kicks no longer hurt.
Darkness was beginning to overtake him when another
voice added itself to the blend of fistfalls and the sounds of booted feet connecting with his body. It was a female voice
and it had an immediate effect on his attackers. The man at his back let him go and the cop sank to the ground, unable to
hold himself up as Lya ran to his side. He saw her feet by his side and Starsky tried to force his head up as he heard her
yelling at the two guys to leave him alone.
The brunet thought Lya was crazy. Four against one man
was hardly fair odds. Four against one woman was lunacy and criminal and Starsky tried desperately to get to his feet to try
to protect her. Dimly, he was aware of her body against his, kneeling by his side and the two men yelling at her in return.
He felt her stand and then there were cries from the men as he had the impression of her fighting with them. Then they were
running away, followed by the two girls. He had no real idea what had gone on, or what had made them go, but the cop felt
the Lya’s hand on his shoulder and then she was gone, sprinting in pursuit of his assailants.
With bloody hands, Starsky levered himself to his feet.
He stood swaying in the darkness of the alley, gathering what remained of his wits around him and with an arm wrapped around
his injured chest, he limped slowly home, closing his front door and bolting it behind him.
Chapter 12
With the door closed, Starsky sank down onto the floor,
his eyes staring wildly ahead of him and his breath rasping in his throat. He’d managed to stagger the block and a half
home using the walls and fences along the road to keep him upright. Only the desire to be inside and away from both the four
flakes and the woman, Lya, had driven him on. That, and the extraordinary strength he now seemed to possess. Fire consumed
the side of his head and knife-like pains shot through his side with every intake of breath from the cracked rib. His right
hand wrapped protectively around his side as his left arm braced himself against the wall as he slithered down to sit on the
mat, staring blankly at his raw knuckles, blood stained hands and bruised arm.
The curly haired man felt weak and shaky now that the
adrenaline of the fight and the beating had left his system. He knew that it hadn’t been him out there; that it had
been his wolf side taking a hold of him and showing him what he could, and probably would become. The more he thought about
the feelings he’d experienced out in that alley, the more his mind cleaved into two.
While the ordinary mortal Dave Starsky feared the transformation
on every level his mind could think of, the wolfish part of him now started to crave the real change that would come so soon.
He’d already experienced the fleetness of foot, the enhanced senses and the lust for contact with others of the wolfkind.
The changes were seductive and the obvious benefits of attraction to the opposite sex were alluring. And those were only the
beginnings of the transformation. He’d had a taste of it now and it both excited him and at the same time scared him
absolutely witless.
His mind filled with dark thoughts, Starsky needed help.
He needed contact with the one person who had shared his experiences so far and who would understand what he was going through.
With a groan, the brunet got to his feet and staggered, limping over to the telephone. With one shaky hand he picked up the
receiver and punched in the number to Hutch’s house. He clamped the earpiece to the side of his head and waited, hearing
the rings at the other end of the line. He wasn’t to know that his partner was out, and he wasn’t to know that
Karen would follow her brother’s instructions and refuse to answer the phone. But even as he listened to the insistent
tone, his senses told him that it would be foolish to call the blond. Starsky was a monster already and as such, he would
hurt Hutch, now matter how much he tried not to. It was inevitable, especially after the surge of wolf hormones he’d
received that evening. With a curse, Starsky put the phone down again and dragged himself into the bathroom.
Stripping off his clothes, he regarded himself in the
mirror. At forty, he stopped counting the bruises dappling his body, chest, arms and legs. He felt sure one of his fingers
was broken. It was blue, swollen and stood out at an odd angle from his hand. His collarbone on his right hand side was also
fractured, and lower down he had an ominous swelling on his abdomen just below the bruise across his broken rib. And Starsky
also knew that his back was just as damaged. He could feel the bruises blossoming there too. The brunet ran a sink full of
water and grabbed some gauze pads from his bathroom cabinet. Carefully he dabbed at the bloody cut over his right eyebrow,
wincing as the water came into contact with the injury. He continued bathing the other cuts on his face, yelping as he pressed
too hard against his cheekbone. That too seemed to be broken and he cursed again, finally dropping the gauze into the red
tinted water and carefully patting himself dry.
Fatalistically, he limped back into his living room
and looked around. What was the point? Why was he bothering to try to patch himself up? Why did he want to try to make himself
better? He was going to change into a werewolf and he didn’t want that to happen. Better just to let his injuries claim
him, or even help them on their way a little….
oOoOoOoOoOoOo
Hutch got back to his house three and a half hours after
he’d left. Being with Perry, being intimate and talking to the tiny woman had left him feeling a little calmer and now
more able to deal with the issues Starsky would have to face. He let himself into his house, expecting to find it in darkness,
but instead he saw Karen sitting up wrapped in a blanket, legs curled under her on his sofa. She’d been dozing and she
sprang immediately awake with a start as he walked though the door.
‘Hey Sis, I thought you’d be in bed by now’
he said as he walked in.
‘I would have been, but I wanted to tell you.’
‘Tell me what?’
‘I think Dave tried to phone you a while ago.
Maybe half an hour. I’d been in bed when the telephone rang and I looked at my watch. It wouldn’t have been anyone
else at one in the morning would it?’ she asked.
‘No, it wouldn’t, but I’m surprised
he left it so late. I um…’ Hutch walked over to the phone and picked it up.
‘Won’t he be mad at you for waking him if
he’s gone to bed?’ Karen asked, touched by her brother’s concern for his partner.
‘I’d be happier havin’ him mad at
me and knowin’ he’s ok than havin’ him in trouble and needin’ me.’ His fingers flew over the
phone buttons and he stood with a look of concentration on his face as he heard the phone ringing at the other end. Hutch
let it ring for over a minute before he put the receiver down with a troubled sigh.
‘I need to get over there’ he muttered,
looking round for his car keys.
‘Why? He’s probably just fast asleep’
his sister offered.
‘He can sleep on a clothes line, but I have a
bad feelin.’ Lock the door again. I’ll be back when I can.’ Not waiting for a reply, the blond ran for the
door and out to his car. He managed the drive over to Ridgeway in less than ten minutes. Even taking into account the quiet
of the roads at that time of night, it was something of a record and as Hutch pulled to a gut wrenching halt outside the tidy
apartment, his heart was in his mouth. He pulled his gun from his holster, hoping that he wouldn’t have to use it and
tried to remember what Perry had said. A werewolf could only be killed by decapitation or a bullet clean through the heart.
What he wouldn’t give for a silver bullet right now, but the BCPD didn’t usually go in for dark arts stuff and
he snickered silently to himself at the thought of what Bigelow in requisitions would say to that particular request, or what
number he would put to silver ammunition.
With all his senses on high alert for marauding wolves
who had his partner in their sights, Hutch cautiously moved up to the front door and carefully tried the handle. It was locked
and that surprised him. Starsky hardly ever locked the door, especially when he was at home. But something in Hutch’s
mind told him the brunet was there and throwing caution to the wind he knocked on the door and stood back.
There was no answer and he tried again, still convinced
that Starsky was inside, but now with a growing panic that there was definitely something wrong. After trying twice more to
get a response, Hutch took a step back and brought the force of his long leg to play on the innocent door. As he kicked with
all his strength, the wood gave and the door opened with a snap, ricocheting against the door jamb as Hutch stood, knees bent
and gun pointing forward in classic firing pose. The living room was in darkness and the blond felt for the switch by the
door. His fingers hit the toggle and he flipped the light on. As he did, he heard a hiss and saw a movement from behind the
sofa.
Quietly he closed the door behind him and with his gun
still aimed, he walked quietly across the room. There seemed to be no group of fanged mass murderers waiting to attack and
with great care he peered round the back of the furniture, the sight that met him making him gasp.
Starsky tried to back away as he heard his partner coming
across the room. He didn’t want Hutch here. For once, he didn’t want his partner to comfort him. The time for
comfort was long gone and now all he wanted to do was to get this all over with. He held his Smith and Wesson loosely in his
hand and had been wondering for the past couple of minutes what the bullet would feel like when it ploughed through his brain.
Would he feel it? Would he feel life leave his body? Would he have a final thought of “Oh fuck”? But now Hutch
was here and he knew the blond would move heaven and earth to try to stop him from carrying out his plan.
‘Starsk? What the….. What’s goin’
on buddy?’ the blond asked softly
‘Stay away from me’ Starsky ground out as
the flaxen haired cop hunkered down at the corner of the sofa.
Hutch could see the physical injuries marring his partner’s
body and for a split second he wondered how Starsky had got them, but it was the gun in the brunet’s hand that was his
immediate concern. That and the determined look on the handsome but bloody and bruised face.
‘Gimme the gun buddy’ Hutch told him, his
voice low and level.
‘No. I need to do this. I…. just back off
Hutch.’
‘Why?’
A soft snicker floated on the air between them. ‘Coz
I can’t control it an’ it scares me shitless. I just…. I have to do this, don’t try an’ stop
me.’
‘Gimme the gun’ Hutch tried again and very
slowly held out his hand. ‘We can talk Starsk. I know you’re hurtin’ an’ I…’
‘You don’t know shit!’ Starsky yelled
at him, for the first time turning to catch Hutch in the full gaze from eyes so intensely blue that the blond fell backwards.
‘You’re right, I have no idea how you’re
really feelin.’ But I can imagine. You’re scared an’ you’re…’
‘Hutch just go. You’ve got no fuckin’
idea how hard this is. Please, just go now, before I hurt ya.’
‘You wouldn’t hurt me babe. Not me. We’ve
been through too much together. I wanna help. Let me help ya Starsk. Let me….. Just gimme the gun’ Hutch crept
an inch further forward and immediately Starsky’s whole body stiffened.
‘I told ya not to come closer. I can’t control
this Hutch. I can’t. Please, just let me do this. It’s the only way. I can feel it an’ I hate it. I can’t
control what I’m gonna do. Just go…..RUN.’
As Hutch moved a fraction of an inch further towards
his buddy, Starsky gave one final strangled cry and taking the blond completely by surprise, he launched himself bodily at
his partner and Hutch felt hands around his throat.
‘Starsky!’ he managed to yell as he started
to struggle. He could see that his partner was terribly injured, but the brunet had extraordinary strength and was consumed
in bloodlust. Hutch brought his hands up, desperate not to hurt Starsky further but at the same time in the knowledge that
he may be fighting for his life. Both their guns went flying, skittering away across the floor as the men grappled on the
ground, each trying for the upper hand.
Starsky fought like a beast, the pain from his injuries
driving him on rather than slowing him down and he managed to gain the upper hand, straddling the tall golden body and pinning
Hutch to the floor. He gazed down at the panting blond and his eyes were naturally drawn to the pulsing jugular at the side
of the golden neck.
His mouth watered and he could sense the blood flowing
through that one huge vein; could almost hear the blood cells making their way through Hutch’s body. And he had an uncontrollable
urge to bite down on his target and feast. Hutch struggled beneath him and the struggles inflamed the brunet’s desire.
He wanted to taste his partner’s blood; he needed to, but at the same time, the tiny part of him that was still human
told him it was wrong.
He stopped himself with an iron will and closed his
eyes, trying to control the powerful feelings coursing through his body.
‘Hutch….don’t struggle’ he managed
to grind out through clenched teeth. ‘Please buddy, just lie….still. I can’t….control….just
don’t…..struggle huh? Don’t ya see? ..I want ya Hutch... it’s in my blood... I wanna bite ya... an’
it’s everythin’ I can do to keep me from taking you out right now.’
Hutch stared up at the madness filling his partner’s
eyes and the earnest look on his face. They were at odds with each other and ever fibre in the blond’s being told him
that he should fight for his life. But he’d worked with Starsky too long. He knew the man better than one brother would
know another and he trusted the brunet implicitly. He’d trusted him with his life every day out on the streets of Bay
City and now he had the conviction to trust him again and trust his life once more to his partner here in the smaller man’s
living room.
Hutch closed his eyes and with a superhuman effort he
relaxed his body although every muscle screamed at him to continue his fight. And as he lay limp and unmoving beneath his
partner’s strong grip, Starsky seemed to shudder, a ripple of movement running through his limbs as he breathed deep,
past the irrational feelings of murder in his heart.
Starsky strangled down a sob as he looked at the trust
held in the crystal blue eyes beneath him and he threw himself to the side, landing on his broken collarbone with a scream.
He’d done it. He’d managed to fight the urge to feed, but he didn’t know how long he could keep the urges
at bay and as he watched his partner sit up shakily, he forced himself to his knees and held out his wrists to the panting
blond.
‘Hutch, cuff me now. Tie me down, lock me away
somewhere. Before it happens again. I can’t control this an’ I’m scared. Please? Do it for me?’ he
said in such a lost tone that Hutch’s heart broke.
Chapter 13
‘You won’t hurt me Starsk.’
The brunet snorted, his body swaying on its knees on
the floor. He was tired and hurting, but he was also wired and still needing to fight ‘I just tried to rip your throat
out. How d’ya figure that?’
‘”Tried” is the operative word. You
didn’t an’ that proves to me you won’t hurt me, now or any time soon. So no, I’m not gonna cuff my
partner just coz he’s sick.’
‘You have no fuckin’ idea, do ya?’
the injured brunet ground out through clenched teeth. ‘You don’t understand just how tough this is for me –
to have ya there like a blond “ready meal” for me to eat. I can smell ya Hutch. I can smell your fear –
an’ don’t try to deny it. You’re scared of me, an’ that speaks volumes. You’ve been with Perry;
I can smell her on ya too. I can almost hear the blood in your veins an’ it’s taking every fuckin’ ounce
of willpower to stop myself from comin’ over there an’ bleedin’ ya dry. Does that spell it out for ya? Does
it make it easier? Huh? Now put the cuffs on me an’ get the hell outa here.’ Starsky collapsed onto the ground,
his hand clutching at his collarbone and his ribs.
Immediately the blond got up and shuffled over, picking
his partner up even as Starsky tried to back away. ‘I’m not afraid of ya Starsk. I’m afraid of this fuckin’
disease an’ what it’s doin’ to ya, but I’m not scared of you’ Hutch murmured. As strong arms
surrounded him, enfolding him in a circle of protection, the brunet felt the dam of his emotions break and his frame shuddered
against his buddy.
‘I can’t handle this…. It’s
too strong…..too strong’ he whimpered into the sleeve of Hutch’s shirt as he clutched it tightly. ‘I
can’t stop it…. I wanna stop the feelin’s but they’re too strong. Help me….for fucks sake someone
help me’ he whispered softly as Hutch rocked him slowly backwards and forwards gently. Starsky’s shirt fell open
at the front and the blond hissed at the bruises covering the olive toned skin.
‘What happened buddy?’ he asked. ‘You’re
hurt – bad. Who did this?’
‘Werewolves…. flakes….guys. Dunno.
There was a girl.’
Hutch snickered. ‘Now that’s the Starsk
I know. Fightin’ over a girl.’
Slowly Starsky pushed himself away from his partner’s
protective embrace, his eyes still darting towards the pulsing vein on the blond’s golden neck as though it were a homing
beacon. With a titanic effort, Starsky pulled his gaze away.
‘There were four of ‘em. They said sumthin’
about me bein’ special an’ the girl…. they called her Lanie, she was all over me till they showed up.’
‘And?’
‘An’ they introduced themselves’
‘Looks like they didn’t take
too kindly to her makin’ up to ya’ Hutch said as levelly as he could. Now that he looked he could see Starsky’s
body clearly, he realised that there were not only bruises but that the brunet’s shoulder was obviously misshapen and
swollen as was his hand. Cuts still oozed over his torso and face and there was a blackened area across his ribs with a swelling
beneath. The blond sighed, his mind going back to the conversation with Perry. ‘Eventually he’ll be able to
choose to change, if he lasts that long'’
‘We need help partner. Both of us, if we’re
gonna deal with this thing.’
Starsky looked up sharply. ‘Somehow I don’t
think Memorial is gonna want me there infectin’ their staff. What’re your plans? Ya gonna take me to the Vets?
Maybe they’ll just put me down huh?’ His attempt at humour was short lived as the soft snicker he accompanied
the statement with set off another round of pains in his chest. Starsky ducked his chin to his chest to hide the hurt from
Hutch’s piercing gaze a low groan escaping him and his body shuddered. Hutch looked away, unable to witness his buddy’s
pain.
‘No, no vets. I’m gonna phone Perry. She’s
about the only one we know who’s had any dealin’s with this kind of thing. Is that ok? Can ya hang on till she
gets here?’
Indigo eyes, still preternaturally bright, met his and
Starsky nodded curtly. ‘Go make the call huh? Just … hurry.’
As Hutch walked away he heard Starsky grunting as the
brunet levered himself painfully to his feet. The blond picked up the phone praying that Perry wasn’t a heavy sleeper
and thanked his lucky stars as the telephone picked up on the fifth ring. A sleepy voice answered and he cut it short.
‘Perry, Hutch.’
The woman’s tone was immediately all business.
‘What’s happened?’
‘Starsky’s been attacked. He’s hurt.
But he’s….’ the flaxen haired cop lowered his voice ‘he’s beginning to feel the effects of the….
the infection’ he finished, unable to bring himself to use the word Lycanthropy. ‘I don’t know what to do.
I don’t know how to help him. I wouldn’t normally ask but…’
‘I’ll be over in half an hour’ Perry
said down the telephone. ‘Just try to keep him calm and talking and Hutch? Be careful. That might look like your partner,
but it isn’t really him. You should maybe take some um… precautions’ she warned.
‘Just hurry’ Hutch said softly and put the
phone down. He paused for a moment, collecting his thoughts. Precautions equated to restraints but how could he even think
of restraining his buddy when he was obviously hurting? He ran his hand over his eyes and then turned and looked around. Starsky
was gone from the living room and for a moment, Hutch experienced a moment of panic before he heard a low groan from the bedroom
and he rushed in.
Starsky had managed to get himself undressed and onto
the bed, and he’d also managed to get his own police issue cuffs from his closet. Hutch’s heart broke as he saw
one half of the cuffs were firmly in place around his partner’s wrist and the twin was attached to the metalwork at
the side of the bed. Starsky himself was bent double, groaning as beads of sweat started to form on his bare back and Hutch
darted forward as the brunet’s body started to topple forwards. He caught his partner in his arms and eased him back
onto the bed as Starsky panted his way through another set of pains.
‘What’s happenin’ t’me?’
he asked through pain clouded eyes.
‘I dunno buddy. You’re hot, feverish. How
d’ya feel?’
‘Urts…. everywhere. I’m hot….
burnin.’ Oh God….hurts, Hutch….hurts’ he mumbled as he brought his knees up to his chest in an attempt
to ease the terrible pressure on his chest.
‘Sssh, I know, I know. Tell me what I can do to
help buddy’ Hutch crooned.
Starsky’s one free hand shot out and held onto
Hutch’s wrist with bone crushing strength. ‘Just….ssstay huh? Dddon’t leave me… scared’
the brunet gasped breathlessly.
‘S’ok, I’m not goin’ anywhere’
Hutch assured him. ‘Just gimme a minute huh?’ He got up and went out to the bathroom, returning a moment later
with a cool, damp cloth. Gently Hutch sponged at the sweating body although he wondered whether Starsky knew what he was doing.
This brunet’s pain seemed to be getting worse and he writhed on the bed, the chain of the handcuff rattling miserably
against the bed frame. But each time Hutch tried to unfasten it, Starsky’s eyes would flash open and he’d try
to pull away. It was evident that Hutch’s attempts to free his buddy were upsetting Starsky, so the blond settled for
being there, sponging him down and trying to add his comfort as the brunet cried out and thrashed against the sheets. The
sable haired cop’s hands clawed at the blankets and his toes curled under as he fought his internal battles with the
pain and all Hutch could do was to try to soothe him and hold on to his shivering body through the worst of it.
Within half an hour and with a wash of relief Hutch
heard the front door open and a moment later, Perry came into the bedroom carrying a large holdall and looking worried. She
took one look at the sweat soaked, bruised and broken body on the bed and immediately opened her bag and started to rummage
inside.
‘How long’s he been like this?’ she
asked calmly, as though she’d seen it all before.
‘Maybe 30 minutes. He wasn’t too bad until
I made the call to you. He was injured when I got here, but he was still strong. He um….he wasn’t himself, but
we managed to deal with it. By the time I’d finished phonin’ you he’d managed to get himself into the bedroom
an’ I found him like this. Can ya help him? What’s goin’ on?’
Perry seemed to find what she’d been looking for
in her bag and she looked up. ‘He has the healing fever. A lycanthrop can heal all but the very worst wounds, and their
bodies do it at an incredible rate. All their energies are directed to the healing process and it hurts them, terribly. I
have something here that might help, but for the most part, it’s down to him.’
‘Can’t I do somethin’ to help?’
Hutch asked desperately. He hated seeing his partner so obviously in pain, but Perry shook her head.
‘He’ll heal. All you can do is be there….and
be careful. I see you managed to restrain him. That’s good’ she said nodding at the single handcuff.
‘I didn’t do that. He did it himself. I’ve
been tryin’ to get the damned thing off of him’ Hutch said softly.
‘Then he has more sense than you. I told you,
that isn’t really the man you know. He’s starting to change and he can’t help himself. Before long, he won’t
be able to stop himself from attacking anyone and everyone. You need to take precautions.’
Hutch glared at her in disgust. ‘He ain’t
anyone ordinary. He’s my partner, my brother an’ my best friend, and he won’t hurt me. An’ there is
no fuckin’ way that I’m gonna chain him down like a wild animal.’
‘Then you’ll pay eventually’ Perry
said quietly. ‘He is a wild animal. Right now, he’s experiencing the beginnings of the changes and he’s
fighting as hard as he can. But even if you were his twin, there will come a time when he turns on you. He can’t help
it. It’s the nature of lycanthropy – at least for the first few moons.’
She went into the kitchen and Hutch could hear her rummaging
in the cupboards and boiling water. Minutes later she reappeared with a cup containing a foul smelling concoction which she
set down on the nightstand. The blond eyed it suspiciously.
‘What’s that?’
‘It’s a mixture of Wolfsbane and Caraway.
While the Wolfsbane will ease the symptoms of the changes, the Caraway is there as a protection from the dark forces. It should
help to calm him and ease the healing process.’
‘Will it cure him? The….what did ya call
it….Wolfsbane?’
‘No love. It isn’t a cure. I have some friends
searching the old magical texts for a cure, but as yet they’ve come up empty handed. All we can do is be there for him,
protect him from himself and others and protect ourselves from him. I um… I brought these too’ Perry took something
else from her bag and Hutch closed his eyes in dismay.
Dangling on the end of a two foot long length of strong
heavy iron chain were two equally strong and heavy manacles. They were the sort that historical films used when they wanted
to portray the hero in shackles and Hutch winced and looked away.
‘No way’ he said gruffly
‘You’re gonna have to come to terms with
this love. Some time very soon, you’re gonna have to take precautions, and those police issue cuffs aren’t going
to be strong enough to hold him.’
‘I’m not using those or any other sort of
restraint on my partner’ Hutch yelled, making the brunet on the bed flinch away from him. He put his hand out and soothed
the still thrashing man as he glared at Perry. The woman stared back at him, meeting his gaze unwaveringly.
‘Then I suggest you dust off your insurance policies
and make your funeral arrangements. When the first change really kicks in, he’s going to kill you.’
Chapter 14
For the rest of the night Starsky slept fitfully as
Perry and Hutch took turns to watch him. The blond was fascinated and at the same time a little sickened by the healing process
and although it seemed to be intensely painful for his partner, the cuts and bruises on his face and torso seemed to fade
almost before his eyes. By the time the first shafts of early morning sunlight were beginning to lance through the curtains
to hit the body on the bed, Starsky’s fever had broken and he lay peaceful and still for the first time in hours. His
face was almost recovered, the cuts of the previous evening having healed perfectly and a Hutch examined his buddy’s
chest, he was amazed to see that the old surgical scars from the Gunther shooting were also less pronounced and seemed much
smaller than usual.
But while the brunet was relaxed and resting, Hutch’s
nerves were stretched to breaking point. As he sat on the edge of the bed, his hand resting on his partner’s side, he
looked again at the huge heavy manacles that Perry had brought and had left out on the chair. They seemed to mock him with
their presence, as though reminding him of the futility of his endeavours to keep his partner safe. The very thought of putting
handcuffs onto the brunet was bad enough. Having to use the medieval devices sitting there staring at him in mute accusation
was too much and he closed his eyes, his head bowed as he prayed for an end to the nightmare he was trapped in.
Hutch stayed that way for a while, the only sounds in
the cosy bedroom being the soft breathing from the bed. It lulled him into a false sense of security. With the dawn chasing
away the darkness of the night and with Starsky almost whole again and resting peacefully, the flaxen haired cop could almost
believe that he’d imagined the entire freakish incident. With his eyes closed and the unnatural heat gone from his buddy’s
body, things seemed normal and for a moment he allowed himself the luxury of relaxation. It was only when the body on the
bed began to stir that he opened his eyes and looked down at the shining indigo eyes regarding him sleepily.
‘Hey there’ he said softly as Starsky turned
onto his side with a barely suppressed hiss. Only his ribs and collarbone remained bruised, although it was evident that they
and any other broken bones were healing rapidly, their only legacy being stiffness and lack of mobility.
‘Hey yourself’ the brunet replied. ‘You
stayed’.
‘I said I would. How’re ya feelin’?’
‘Better. Almost recovered. But man! What a ride!’
‘Yeah, I could almost see the bruises fadin.’It
was….. impressive! But that’s not really what I meant. I wanted to know how you’re feelin’ You…Starsky’.
The brunet closed his eyes and considered. The madness
and the fire in his blood had abated until they were no more than an annoyance in the background, like the buzz of interference
on a badly tuned radio. They were there, but at a manageable level. One where he didn’t feel like he’d kill the
next living being that came within 10 feet of him. He sighed.
‘M’ok. Well, not ok, but better. I could
probably do without this now’ he rattled the cuff and Hutch happily removed it, massaging the feeling back into his
partner’s wrist. ‘I’m sorry Hutch for…. Jeez, sorry don't even come close! Well I could’ve killed
ya buddy. It was so strong, the feelin. I meant it when I said ya should have gone’.
‘I knew you wouldn’t hurt me’ Hutch
said, happy to have his Starsky back to talk to. His happiness however, was short lived as the brunet fixed him with eyes
still several shades brighter than normal. His face was deadly serious.
‘I mean it Blintz, no melodrama. I could’ve
killed ya, an’ I probably would have. When I took ya down an’ I was on top of ya. You struggled an’ I felt
so…. powerful, so ready to kill. Each movement was like…. Dunno. It goaded me. It made me feel alive. I never
felt like that before. It was amazin’ and terrifyin’ and…. Hutch, promise me. Tonight, you have to chain
me, or lock me away or sumthin. I can’t be trusted. Hell, I can’t trust myself an’ I don’t want to
hurt no-one. Please Hutch? Just do it huh?’
The brunet followed Hutch’s pained gaze and his
eyes fell on the robust manacles on the chair, where Perry had left them. He snickered. ‘Well someone takes me seriously.
Always wondered what women carried in their purses. Now I know’.
‘Of course. What every well dressed woman around
town carries’ an amused voice said from the door of the bedroom. Perry walked in, all sweetness and smiles. ‘You
look better’ she said as she put her hand on Starsky’s brow. ‘You’re cooler and you look like you’ve
healed well. Very well. It’s remarkable considering you haven’t had your first moon yet’.
‘Always was a good healer’ the brunet smiled
shyly ‘Must be all the spinach I ate as a kid’.
‘Sure, Popeye! So. You want to tell us what went
on last night in the alley?’
Starsky sat up higher in the bed, his back supported
by his pillows. ‘Wanna start with me feelin’ like seven shades of a bastard?’
‘You couldn’t help it buddy’ Hutch
said softly. ‘That wasn’t you last night, it was somethin’ else’.
‘Jeez, “somethin’ else” huh?
An’ that’s s’posed to make me feel better?’
‘No, just wanted to let ya know I don’t
blame ya’
‘I know ya don't, you'd never blame me Blintz,
I know that. But I blame myself. I should've been stronger. I should've...' Starsky sighed, knowing there was no way he would
ever be able to fight those urges. 'Ok, last night huh? Well, I felt caged, like I couldn’t breathe inside the house,
so I went out. I headed to the bar down the street. I thought maybe a drink’d make me forget for a while. How wrong
can I be huh?’ he looked up and smiled shyly.
‘Um, alcohol doesn’t work on werewolves
love’ Perry interjected.
The brunet snorted. ‘Now she tells me. Could’ve
save a few dollars. Anyways. I could feel everyone in the bar. I could smell ‘em. I could almost hear their hearts beatin’
an’ I couldn’t stand it no more, so I left. The girl followed me an’ when we got into the alley she was
all over me. I mean, she kinda launched herself at me an’ I was all for it. She was jail bait; couldn’t have been
more’n 17 or 18, an’ yet I didn’t stop. It was like I couldn’t stop myself. Till the other goons came
out an’ stopped me. They said somethin’ about wantin’ to kill me coz I was special’.
‘And what stopped them?’ Hutch asked
‘She did. The one from the cave. The woman. I
was kinda losin’ it at the end, but I remember ‘em scatterin’ when they saw her. She bent down, checked
I was ok, then she ran off after ‘em’.
‘The first girl. Did you have sex with her?’
Perry asked as if it was the most ordinary question in the world.
‘What the hell? No he didn’t have sex with
her. He’s just said she was underage’ Hutch rounded on the woman heatedly.
Perry ignored the outburst and directed her attention
to Starsky. The brunet shook his head. ‘No, I didn’t’ he said softly.
‘That’s good’ Perry said quietly
‘Why?
‘Because they said that Starsky was special. And
the female from the cave protected him. Um, Dave, is this the first time you’ve see her since the attack in the cave?’
The brunet looked down at his fingers, avoiding Hutch’s
eyes. ‘Yeah…. Kinda’ he said softly.
‘What’s that mean? Either ya have or ya
haven’t’ Hutch snapped, rattled by the line of questioning.
Indigo eyes met crystal as Starsky raised his head.
‘I haven’t met her exactly, till last night, but I dreamed about her’ he admitted shakily. ‘I told
ya I had that dream? Well it was her. The woman in the cave, and we…. Well, I told ya it was hot’.
Perry looked away and cursed. ’I was hoping this
wasn’t the case, but it seems luck isn’t on your side love’.
‘What do ya mean?’ Starsky asked softly.
‘It all adds up now. The way you healed so fast
last night, even though you haven’t undergone your first change yet; the dream; the way they’ve already started
to hunt you. I’ve been asking around. The woman is called Lya. She’s the Queen wolf of the local pack. Their Luprex
– their king wolf – was a guy called Ethan. He was killed a couple of months ago and since then Lya has been looking
for a new mate. I think she just found him’.
The brunet’s head came up fast. ‘Whoa! Ya
don’t mean….? Oh no. No no no no no. Can’t be. This whole fuckin’ werewolf thing is bad enough, but
I don’t want to end up leadin’ the doggy pack too’ he said angrily. ‘Do sumthin. Someone gotta know
sumthin about how this thing can be beaten? Find ‘em. For God’s sake’.
Perry raised her hands. ‘I have all my friends
looking. They’re searching ancient texts for cures or something to help, and believe me, if anyone can find it, they
can. But in the meantime, you have to stay away from her. Her blood is the key. Well, her blood and any other um…..
bodily fluid. She’s been contacting you in your dreams. Lya is powerful and she senses you could be too. Stay away from
her. If you can avoid her till after your first moon, she’ll have to look elsewhere for a mate’.
Hutch glared at her. ‘Pardon me for not bein’
into this whole wolf thing, but why? What’s Starks’s first moon got to do with anythin? You said they’d
hunt him no matter what’.
‘And hunters will. But we’re talking about
a transfer of power here. Its not like she plonks a crown on his head and suddenly Starsky is Luprex. She has to pass on her
power to him bodily. She needs to connect with him before his first moon otherwise its too late’ Perry explained.
The curly haired cop cleared his throat looking suddenl
very shy, embarrassed and vulnerable. ‘And that connexion would be….?
‘Sex, yes. She would need to have sex with you
in order to pass on the power of the pack. Once that’s happened, you’d be Luprex whether you wanted to be or not.
You’d have the power of the pack. You’d be faster, stronger, smarter than all the pack members put together. Put
simply, a Luprex can call on enough power to make him a kind of super-wolf’.
‘Well aint that just fine an’ dandy?’
the brunet snickered. ‘That’s just what I needed to hear! So what now?’
Hutch stood up. ‘Its three nights to the first
night of the full moon. So we hide ya. You come back to my place and you stay there an’ I don’t let ya outa my
sight until this is over. And meanwhile Perry will come up with a cure, right?’ he looked in desperation at the woman
who smiled wanly back.
‘We’ll do our best. But I agree with Hutch.
You need to lie low. You still have a little healing to do and I’ll leave you some more of the Wolfsbane mix. But don’t
be tempted by her. Lya is strong. And she has her sights set on you. Be on your guard ok?’
Starsky grinned at her. ‘I’m goin’
home with Blondie, an’ he’s gonna chain me up whether he likes it or not. What can happen then huh? We’ll
get through this. One way or the other, we’ll deal’.
Chapter 15
Starsky was surprisingly ready to agree to going back
to Hutch’s place. Usually when sick or injured he rebelled against being cosseted. He always said it made him feel claustrophobic,
but on this occasion the brunet felt that he needed all the help he could get. He was thankful too that Perry was there and
that her practical, no nonsense approach was grounding his partner. Starsky understood just how hard Hutch was taking this
and he also understood that if the big blond was left to his own devices, he wouldn’t restrain his buddy at all, leaving
fate and what he referred to as Starsky’s iron will to stop the brunet from hurting himself or anyone else.
But the curly haired cop couldn’t begin to explain
the feelings and urges that the lycanthropy was eliciting in him. The desire to hunt and kill was so strong that, while he
could just about fight it now in the light of day, he knew that when the full moon started proper, he would have no chance
of resisting the urges. Iron will or no, the infection was just too insidious to leave anything of Dave Starsky behind, and
the thought of turning into a monstrous killer was too much for the curly haired cop to bear. His partner had no idea just
how close Starsky had come to blowing out his brains with his gun the previous night, such was his despair at his condition.
Only now, with Perry and Hutch’s promises of help, and the bright sunlight of a new day did he feel once again able
to battle through.
The sable haired man heard his partner in the other
room phoning through to the Metro. They’d both agreed that until they could figure all this out there was no way that
Starsky could continue to patrol as a cop. And while the brunet battled the urges surging through his body, watching the titanic
efforts his partner made exhausted Hutch both physically and mentally. Neither was in the right frame of mind for policing
and as Starsky wryly pointed out, it wouldn’t do for him to eat a suspect. So Hutch phoned through to their boss giving
the excuse that they were both coming down with the flu and were going to stay home. Yes, they’d be fine. No they didn’t
need anything. And yes, Hutch would call in each day to update Dobey on their progress, but they didn’t expect to be
in until the beginning of the following week at the earliest.
Putting down the telephone, the blond walked back into
the bedroom.
‘Ready?’ he asked.
‘As I’ll ever be. Bag packed, got the cuffs’
he jangled the heavy chains in his holdall. ‘Collar and leash in there too’ he grinned wryly.
Hutch’s face fell. While his buddy could make
jokes about the situation, he found it hard to find any humor in the whole sorry mess. He sighed and looked away and immediately,
Starsky dropped his bag and put his arm round Hutch’s shoulder, withdrawing it a moment later as his eyes once again
homed in on the pulsing jugular. He closed his eyes fighting for control, but still his concern was for his partner.
‘Aww c’mon Blondie. Ya gotta see the funny
side’.
‘Is there one?’
Starsky grinned. ‘No, not really, but if I didn’t
laugh I’d go crazy. Just indulge me huh?’
‘Ok well when ya put it like that. Want me to
trot ya round the block then ya can cock your leg before we get in the car?’
‘Uh uh. Did it on the corner of the chair already’
the brunet snorted as he picked up his bag again and followed his partner out of his apartment and down to the waiting car.
Again, the brightness, the sights and the smells of the early morning assaulted Starsky’s senses. Flowers shone extra
bright, bees buzzed extra loud and he could hear Mrs Mankeivitz already yelling at her husband despite the fact that she lived
across the street and all the doors and windows were closed.
Some of this “changing” scenario was good.
It left him speechless that he could notice things that he’d taken for granted all his life. The yellow of the weeds
by the roadside was sunbright, setting off the green of the leaves to perfection. The feathers on the thrush’s breast
shone an iridescent purple he’d never seen before. And Hutch’s hair was not only bright golden, but had highlights
of red and white and silver running through it. If it wasn’t for the whole killing frenzy thing, he could almost enjoy
the enhancements to his senses.
The car ride over to Hutch’s house at Venice Place
was accomplished quickly. The sunlight was almost too bright for the brunet’s supersensitive eyes and he’d jammed
his darkest shades onto his nose to try to compensate and also to hide the super bright blue irises from the world, but as
each individual passed by he couldn’t help but look at them as walking meals, people burgers, human burritos with a
side of child. The feelings left him cold and he closed his eyes refusing to look further. He bit back a strangled whimper
of helplessness and curled his hands into fists. He wouldn’t do this, he wouldn’t…. he wouldn’t!
Once inside the dimness of Hutch’s apartment,
all three relaxed slightly. Both Hutch and Perry had been on tenterhooks on the ride across town, neither of them knowing
just how Starsky would react to being outside and unrestrained, although neither of them wanted to cuff him in public. For
Hutch that was an admission that the lycanthropy had finally taken hold, and for the moment, it was one admission too far.
As the brunet started to unpack his overnight bag and Perry introduced herself to Karen and showed her how to make some more
of the calming Wolfsbane tea, Hutch lost himself in mindless domesticity for a while. As he pottered amongst his plants he
could think of something other than wolves and killing for a few minutes. The plants were his lifelines, non-threatening and
inoffensive. The plants didn’t eye him up as though he was supper and for just a few minutes he was happy.
Once everyone was settled, the small Lancastrian woman
made her excuses and left.
‘I have to get back to my group’ she explained.
‘I left them searching the texts and I should go and get an update from them’.
Starsky smiled at her warmly. When Perry was around,
he felt marginally more relaxed. She was the only one who knew how the progress of the disease would occur and he felt he
could lean on her. With Hutch experiencing almost as much pain about the transformation as the brunet, Starsky couldn’t
be himself. He couldn’t show how much he was hurting, or how scared he really was. But with Perry it was different.
She’d seen it before and she understood and didn’t criticise or try to over compensate.
‘Thanks for everythin’. I know you’re
doin’ your best’ he said.
‘I only hope by best is good enough love’
Perry replied. ‘Now Hutch. Don’t forget. When it begins to get dark….’
I know, I know. Restrain him with the big heavy manacles
and leave him be till morning’ the blond assured her with a heavy heart.
She smiled sympathetically. ‘I know it’s
hard for you love, but it’s safer for you and it’s safer for him too’. She kissed Karen on the cheek.
‘Make sure they both do as they’re told’
she told Hutch’s sister as she headed for the door. ‘I’ll ring as soon as we know anything and in the meantime,
you know where you can get hold of me.'
For the rest of the day, Karen, Hutch and the brunet
went about life with as much normality as they could. Breakfast came and went, cleaning up followed and for a while, Starsky
enjoyed the dusting and hoovering. He’d always been tidy. Hutch called him a neat freak, but as the curly haired man
had pointed out, years in the army will do that to a guy. Apart from that, he enjoyed having things neat and tidy around him.
By mid afternoon, Venice Place had been cleaned to within an inch of its life and sparkled like a new pin. Pots had been washed
and laundry had been done and the three were intent in a game of Monopoly. Starsky had, of course, chosen the little dog,
saying he somehow identified with the small pewter effigy and had snorted in mirth as Hutch had picked the car, telling the
blond that it was the first time in his life that he’d had a decent set of wheels.
By four o’clock, and after three more games, Starsky
stretched his sore muscles. Although the bones had continued to heal during the day, they ached and he was still tired from
the occurrences of the previous evening. He paid Karen his last 500 dollars and threw his doggy counter down in disgust.
‘You Hutchinsons are all the same. Ya cleaned
me out again!’
Hutch snickered. ‘Always were crap at the game.
Why don’t ya take up tiddley winks instead?’
‘Tell ya what. Why don’t I go an’
get a half hour’s shut eye. I’m bushed an’ I kinda hurt still’ the brunet grunted as he stood.
Karen smiled at him. ‘Sleep might make you feel
better’ she agreed. ‘Do you need anything?’
‘No, I’m fine. Gimme a call at supper time
huh?’ he said, and padded into the bedroom. It was the first time he’d been on his own properly since the attack
and he found the silence disconcerting. Without distractions, he had nothing to take his mind off his situation and he looked
around for the manacles Perry had brought. With a sigh he realised they were still in the living room and he didn’t
have the energy to argue with his partner about their usage. Hutch was sure to argue that as it was still light there was
no need to chain his partner, and Starsky himself felt calm enough at the moment. As the led down on the bed however, he once
again took his police issue cuffs out of his back pocket and snicked one bracelet onto his left wrist while he fastened the
other round the brass bedstead. Happy that he was secure, the curly haired cop turned over on his side and was asleep in a
moment.
In the living room, Hutch cleared the game board away
as Karen rummaged in the fridge for something to make for supper.
‘Hutch, is chilli ok? We have meat and rice, but
I could do with some red wine. Do you have any?’ she asked with her head still in the cupboard.
‘Don’t think so. I think we drank the last
a couple of nights ago’.
Karen popped up from behind the kitchen counter. ‘Could
you get me some? It always tastes better with wine’.
Hutch paused a moment. With Starsky as he was, he was
loathe to leave his sister alone with him in the apartment, and just as loathe to wake his partner up to slap on the heavy
iron manacles. Quietly he pushed open the bedroom door and looked in and smiled grimly as he saw the dull gleam of the handcuff
in the dim light. Trust Starsk! Always thinking about everyone else. He closed the door again, satisfied that everyone was
safe.
‘Fine, I’ll only be a few minutes. Be good
while I’m away, and if he wakes up Sis…. Don’t go in huh?’
Karen smiled. ‘I’ll be fine. It isn’t
even dark yet and he’s fast asleep. Just go’. She turned back to her cooking as she heard the front door bang
closed and became engrossed in her preparations.
In the bedroom the brunet stirred in his sleep. His
pleasant and calming dreams had turned distinctly grisly and he was once more running through the forest, the scent of blood
in his nostrils. The coppery tang became stronger and his nose twitched as suddenly he jerked himself awake, his breath panting
and beads of sweat beading on his brow. For a moment he had no idea what had awoken him and he lay staring at the ceiling
trying to decide. Still the smell of blood hung in the air and the aroma was so insistent that he sat up and swung his legs
out of bed and onto the floor. The smell seemed to be coming from the living room and a low growl started in his throat. He
felt his blood quicken in his veins as his senses ramped up a notch. His mind held nothing but the thought of the blood. He
could taste it on his lips and he could feel it’s silky texture as he swallowed it down. The thought filled his mind
and he struggled to his feet. The handcuff held him anchored to the bed, and almost without thinking about it, he pulled at
his wrist, the skin on his arm tearing as the chain of the cuffs parted at his tug. Even Starsky was taken aback by his strength.
The cuffs were strong, designed to hold the most hardened prisoner and yet he’d broken them almost without a second
thought.
Drawn as if by a string, Starsky opened the door of
the bedroom and padded into the living room dressed only in his jeans. Karen looked up as the bare chested, bare footed man
walked in and smiled. The bruises and cuts on his body had all but gone and he looked like a man in the prime of his life.
Even the surgical scars were fading away leaving his olive toned skin unblemished and glowing as it had been when he was 18.
She held her finger to her lips and as Starsky walked
slowly over she grinned at him without thinking.
‘Cut my damned finger on one of Ken’s knives.
How stupid is that?’ she said sucking furiously at the cut.
Indigo eyes fastened onto her mouth, Starsky’s
gaze never leaving her lips as they sucked at the bright ruby red blood seeping from the cut. He couldn't stop looking at
the sight, the smell of the blood now so strong that it filled his senses leaving him feeling hungry and dizzy. His hands
balled into fists and he groaned low in his throat, eyes closed as he fought for control over his wolf urges. This was wrong
– so wrong. This was Hutch’s sister for God’s sake! He tried to lean back against the counter trying to
put distance between him and the pretty blond who seemed completely oblivious to his needs but still he was drawn to the blood
like a moth to a flame.
Karen looked up at Starsky as though suddenly realising
the predicament she was in. The brunet seemed to have grown so that he loomed over her and she was very aware of his muscular
frame and deep piercing blue eyes staring at her. Starsky took one more look at the blood and suddenly his control snapped.
He couldn't control himself any more and he launched himself at her as Karen screamed and tried to back away. The sound inflamed
the brunet like a mouse’s running inflames a cat and he pounced on her, targeting her throat. Karen was too slow to
stop him and his hands were suddenly there surrounding her neck as he lowered his head to her neck, his mouth inches from
her throat.
As she felt the grip tighten and Starsky’s hot
breath on her neck Karen managed to whisper desperately ‘Dave,... no’.
The words seemed to penetrate his blood lust and Starsky
stopped in his tracks. Something flicked on in his head and he pushed her away, his hands shaking and oh so hot. Heat radiated
from his body and he felt the power flowing through his veins.
‘Karen, run’, he whispered, his hands clawing
at the countertop to stop himself from damaging her further. ‘Just go, now, please’ he moaned, low and intensely,
but Karen was transfixed, unable to move and remained frozen in place.
Starsky shook himself, grabbing hold of the countertop
as though his life depended on it. He closed his eyes, trying to shut out the sight of the human food before him.
‘RUUUUUUUUUN’ he yelled desperately.
And still Karen remained rooted to the spot, terrified
by the transformation from Monopoly playing cop to blood hungry monster. Starsky groaned low in his throat. He couldn’t
control this much longer and eventually he pushed himself off the kitchen counter and turned. With almost superhuman speed
he ran from the room, pausing only long enough to snag Hutch’s car keys from the table by the door and as he bolted
down the steps and outside, Karen sank down to the floor, her legs too shaky to keep her upright any more.
‘Oh God, Dave…’ she whispered as she
heard the engine start outside.
Chapter 16 - and again warnings for sme sex!
Starsky got into Hutch’s car, jammed the key into
the ignition and drove off, leaving a months worth of rubber on the black top as the tires smoked from the standing start.
The brunet’s blood was like fire in his veins, burning with a fierce heat he couldn’t quench. He felt as though
he wanted to rip his skin off, his very flesh feeling confining and tight. Above all, he wanted to distance himself from people.
The encounter with Karen had shaken him to his very core. It had been close, too close and he didn’t want to admit even
to himself how close he’d come to biting down on that turgid vein in Karen’s neck. Even now, Starsky found his
mouth watering at the thought of the blood spilling hot and thick down his throat and he shuddered. He wouldn’t turn
into that kind of monster – he wouldn’t!
A few cars back a black panel truck pulled out into
the traffic and started to follow, headlights dipped and driving carefully so as not to attract attention. The hawk nosed
driver kept his eyes on the road as he followed the battered brown LTD. It wasn’t the car he’d been expecting,
but he’d seen his target get in, now it was a case of following close enough, but not too conspicuously.
As Starsky drove, his hands grabbing tightly onto the
steering wheel, his mind started to play games with him and even though his attention was clearly focussed on the road in
front of him, his mind conjured up pictures of a beautiful woman with a curtain of long raven black hair and eyes the colour
of green moss. She was lying in a cave, the interior dark and he knew the sandy floor would feel deliciously cool to his over
heated skin. The woman was lying down, her eyes burning into him as she smiled at him and beckoned him in.
The brunet moaned to himself. This couldn’t be
happening. He needed to do something, anything to help himself. During the whole time he’d known about the infection,
it had been Perry and Hutch who had worked for him, trying to find answers, keeping him safe from hunters and from himself.
Now it was time that he took his fate into his own hands and once he’d made that decision, Starsky felt instantly better.
He had always been a doer rather than a thinker and where Hutch would calmly sit down and analyse a problem, Starsky would
be the one to draw his gun and simply march into the middle of the action. Both methods had served the duo well over the years,
but now the sable haired cop knew the time had come for him to find his own answers. And those answers lay with a certain
female werewolf in a cave on the beach.
In that cave Lya licked her lips and concentrated. She
felt the connection with the man. She felt his heat and his need and she prepared herself. Unlike human courtships, an encounter
with a male werewolf could go either way and even though Starsky hadn’t had his first moon yet, she could already feel
his power. It staggered her. He was even more powerful than Ethan had been and although she’d singled the curly haired
cop out, she had no idea just how strong he was to become.
Carefully she started to ready herself for the encounter.
Though the moon wasn’t yet reaching its fullness, she concentrated on her body, feeling the wolf power flow through
her. Her hair, long at the best of times, grew longer still and glistened in the dim light of the cave and her finger nails
grew longer and stronger. Not claws exactly, and certainly not like those stupid horror films they insisted on showing. She
was no dog, no giant wolf. To an outsider she looked just like anyone else. Maybe a better physique than most women, maybe
her eyes were brighter, but her face and body still looked human.
While she was no wolf on the outside, however, inside
she was a bitch on heat, her hormones coursing through her body as she called her mate to her, ready to pass on the power
of the Luprex to the next king. It had been three long months since Ethan had been killed. Ethan had been a fireman by day
and Luprex by night and she missed him terribly. Three long months during which she had pined for her lover, fought hard to
keep control of the pack and looked hard for her next mate. She’d made mistakes along the way. The men who were washed
up on the beach were either too weak to control the pack, or too scared of her to mate, but by then they’d known of
her and what she was and she’d had to kill them, although she hated to waste a life in such a futile manner. When she’d
sensed the curly haired cop on the beach that afternoon, her hackles had risen. She’d caught his scent on the breeze
and knew immediately that he was the one.
Lya had lured Starsky and his blond partner to her cave.
She hadn’t bargained for the woman although she knew of agent Perry Turner. What werewolf didn’t know of the FBIs
Dark Task Force? She felt, however, that Perry was somehow on her side, or at least not prejudiced against wolfkind and when
she’d asked around, she’d heard only good things about the tiny woman. But if Perry was to come between her and
her new Luprex, then Lya would have no choice but to kill her.
Lya heard a noise from outside the cave and smiled to
herself. The time had come and now she would either take her mate, or be killed by the most powerful wolf she’d ever
encountered.
Outside the cave, Starsky walked cautiously up the path
to the mouth of the cave. It was getting dark now but his eyes could see just as well in the half light as in the midday sun
and his fear of heights seemed also to have gone. Now he could look down the precipitous cliff without even flinching and
he smiled wryly, trying to understand the dichotomy of this lycanthropy. Some good things, some bad. Would he ever be able
to control the bad and concentrate only on the good?
The brunet paused at the mouth of the cave and breathed
deep, scenting the air. He could smell the woman inside. She smelled of lavender and honey and the sea shore and he could
hear her breath as she waited for him. With a growl low in his throat he walked through the narrow opening of the cave and
into the darkness beyond. His body was on fire, his human reactions giving way now to animal feelings. He wanted this woman.
He needed her more than he’d ever needed a woman before. He’d never had feelings like this before. They consumed
him so that all he could think about was how her soft skin would feel beneath his fingers and how he would melt into the heat
of her mouth. His growl was answered by a whimper which resonated through his body and in the corner he saw her, her olive
skinned body leaning against the rocky wall of the cave, glowing and naked in the light of a single candle.
‘You came’ she said huskily, watching the
predatory way in which he walked into the cave.
‘You knew?’ he managed to ask, although
it was an effort to form the words.
‘Of course. We were meant to be together, you
and I’.
‘You were in my dreams’ Starsky said, his
head reeling from her closeness. ‘You were there and we….’
‘Did you like it?’ she asked with a slightly
amused air. Ethan had never wanted to talk. He was big and strong, but he’d never been big on conversation. She pushed
herself away from the wall, emboldened by his calm manner.
‘Who wouldn’t? It was…. You were….
It was hot’ the brunet managed to grunt. Her essence filled his head, his senses now on overload as she drew nearer.
He wanted to push her down onto the sandy floor and make love to her like he’d never made love to a woman before. His
feelings were both tender and at the same time raw, and Starsky couldn’t breathe past the thoughts of throwing her down
and taking what he knew was rightfully his. And still the tiny part of him that remained Dave Starsky fought against the feelings.
He was a man not a wolf. He wouldn’t do this – wouldn’t…
Lya made a move towards him and suddenly, Dave Starsky
was there no more. In his place was a curly headed hellion, a spitting biting wolf who wanted his bitch to submit before him.
Starsky launched himself at Lya, but she was ready. Having had more experience of the feelings than the brunet, the woman
sidestepped neatly and grabbed the cop by his arm, slamming him against the wall. She leaned into him, feeling the heat of
his need against her naked body and she leaned her head on his shoulder.
‘Relax into it’ she whispered. ‘Let
the feelings wash over you. Let the heat flow through you. Let me….’
With a roar, Starsky whirled, his body stronger than
hers and she felt herself go weak at the knees as his power enveloped her. Lya had never dreamed the man could be so powerful
and she cried out once as Starsky whirled her round and threw her to the floor. She gazed up at him in awe as he dropped to
his knees, straddling her body and pinning her arms above her head.
‘You asked for this’ he gasped, his head
filled with her essence. ‘You ready for it?’
‘If you can take me, yes’ she challenged.
Her eyes green coals glowing in the darkness. As Starsky leaned down to bring his face close to her neck, Lya tried to roll
out from beneath him, her legs kicking out at his. Starsky grinned down at her, knowing immediately that this was how he wanted
it. He wanted rough. He wanted Lya to fight him so that he could fight back; to test his strength; to taste her power on his
lips. With a grunt he followed her lithe body and she pulled her wrists from his grip and rolled over. He followed, his own
body becoming entwined in hers as the two lovers rolled over and over on the floor of the cave fighting for superiority and
the upper hand.
Lya was strong; a werewolf in her fifteenth moon. She
struggled hard, delighting in the hard body beside her and as she fought, Starsky fought with her. Her hands clawed at his
naked back and he felt the skin rip as her nails ploughed eight blood red furrows down his spine. The pain spurred him on
and he rolled her over, snarling into her face as she locked eyes with him and he grinned back before leaning down and burying
his face in the crook of her neck. Her scent filled his nostrils and his excitement knew no bounds and he opened his mouth
and licked at her hot skin. She shuddered beneath him and yelped as he bit down gently on the pulsing vein. He tasted blood
and lapped delicately at it as she whispered into his ear.
‘Do you like that? Do I taste as good as I look?’
‘Better’ he breathed. ‘God…,
so much better’ he bit again and she squirmed beneath him, digging her claws into his hips and bringing the centre of
his body towards her.
‘Want more?’ she asked.
In one lithe move, like a surfer coming to a stand on
their board, Starsky got to his feet, his legs still straddling her body. She led back, gazing up at his tanned skin as he
swiftly stepped out of his jeans, his cock standing out thick and proud and ready for her. She tried to reach up to caress
it and Starsky batted her hand away.
‘Not yours yet’ he growled.
‘No? But soon?’ Lya smiled, appraising his
manhood. It was everything she could have hoped for and more and the muscles in her belly twitched in anticipation as she
thought about how it would feel inside her. ‘I can’t wait’ she breathed, ‘Please?’
The brunet dropped to his knees, slapping her across
her belly ‘Shudup’ he grunted. His actions were so unlike the way he usually felt that it took him by surprise
and for a second he paused. He’d always been a considerate lover, thinking of his partner’s enjoyment before his
own. Yet now, he didn't care how Lya felt. Starsky wanted only to take possession of the slim body beneath him.
Lya yelped in surprise and started to sit up, her hand
reaching for the cop’s cock again and with a rough shout, Starsky caught her around the waist and flipped her over easily
until he’d set her on her hands and knees. Lya looked over her shoulder at him, a soft far away look in her eye as she
watched the curly haired man position himself behind her.
Starsky took aim and without any pretence at preparation,
he thrust himself into her warm body, feeling himself sheathed inside her as far as he could go. He was big and more than
once with other girls he’d had to be careful with the depth of his penetration, but with Lya it was different. She groaned
once at the brutal invasion and then her muscles tightened around him, giving Starsky the feeling of acceptance. She thrust
herself back against him, seating him more deeply inside and then together they coordinated their bodies so that both got
maximum pleasure from each other.
On and on they went, Starsky amazing himself at his
stamina and staying power. Five minutes of intense pleasure passed before finally he felt the woman’s body start to
contract around him. The sensation finally tipped the brunet over the top and he threw his head back, howling in pleasure
as his hips trembled and he shot his load deep inside her.
Lya cried out in pleasure, her own arms finally giving
out and she collapsed forward as the brunet’s body followed her down and even after they had finished, they remained
together, Starsky still inside her as he kissed down the length of her neck. In the silence of the cave only their breathing
sounded, loud in their ears.
Finally Lya extricated herself from Starsky’s
grasp and turned so that she could face him, she placed her arms around his neck and kissed him full on the lips, pulling
away only when the third voice interrupted their lovemaking.
Chapter 17
‘Well aint that sweet? Step away from him honey.
The only good wolf is a dead wolf’ the hunter with the hawk-like nose said callously. His rifle pointed directly at
the naked cop and his lover and for a moment Starsky stared back at him, surprise vying with the desire to rip off his head.
He swallowed down his anger, the years of police training cancelling out the wolf urges for a moment, cop instinct taking
over from animal instinct.
‘Don’t do it Pal’ the brunet said
carefully. Slowly he rose to his feet as if on strings, his arms and legs barely seeming to move. At his side Lya stood close,
eyeing the hunter with undisguised hate. The two stared down the barrel of the rifle as the hunter stood his ground.
‘I gotta do it Pal. It’s my job.
I took out the last Luprex, and the one before that. Now it’s your turn’.
‘He killed Ethan’ Lya whispered, her eyes
burning pits of anger and hurt. ‘He killed my love, let me at him’.
Starsky put his arm out to restrain her as he felt the
woman stumble forward. Roughly he pushed Lya behind him, so that his body was between her and the hunter’s gun and he
fixed the man with unnaturally bright and powerfully intense eyes. He didn’t want to have to hurt anyone; he didn’t
want to use the excessive power he could feel coursing through his being, but he would if he had to and he knew a fight of
muscle over bullet would have devastating consequences.
The hunter grinned at him, a cold evil light in his
eyes. This man wasn’t going to bargain, or listen to reason. ‘Ya think your strength can save you both from Old
Glory here?’ the man patted the stock of his rifle. ‘Think again Pal. I’m gonna so enjoy takin’ the
two of you out, specially that bitch’ he pointed at Lya.
Starsky took one look into the cold grey eyes above
the rifle and his temper rose as never before. He felt it bubble up until it exploded like a champagne cork from a bottle.
He’d known of Lya for less than a month, he’d known her well for less than an hour and yet his instinct to protect
her was so strong that he felt it like a physical being. With a roar of rage he ran at the hunter taking the man completely
off guard. He knocked him back and one barrel of the gun discharged deafeningly in the confines of the cave, ricocheting off
the walls to ping about the stone cave. Chips of rock flew and Starsky felt the sting of the tiny wounds against the bare
flesh of his back and chest.
The brunet leaped onto the man’s body, his fists
a whirl as he began beating at the cruel face below. The hunter ducked and squirmed beneath him. Although no werewolf, fear
added strength to the frightened man’s fight for he knew it was a fight for his life. Starsky continued beating at him,
the punches hard and brutal and as he fought he heard Lya screaming for him to be careful.
Somehow, the hunter managed to get both hands free from
their confinement between his body and Starsky’s and with a grunting effort he brought the butt of the barrel out and
smacked it with all his force across Starsky’s jaw. The blow was vicious and loud and echoed around the chamber. It
would have been a killing blow for an ordinary man and even with the brunet’s new found strength it knocked his head
sideways and sent the curly man’s body sprawling to the ground. Lya screamed a mixture of fear and anger. The cop lay
dazed for a moment, the shock of the blow making his senses reel. In that split second; in that instant, the hunter was on
his feet, swaying, but still in control. He leaned his back against the wall for support and as Lya rushed him, he brought
his rifle up to aim again and another shot echoed loudly around the cavern.
oOoOoOoOoOoOo
Hutch walked round the convenience store in a daze.
He was so tired he couldn’t think properly, but instinct, and a desire for Karen’s home cooking brought him to
the wine and he gazed, unfocused for a moment at the serried ranks of bottles. Shaking himself out of his pleasant mind numbing
stupor, he grabbed a bottle of Californian red and headed for the counter, paying quickly and rushing outside to the car.
He hadn’t been gone longer than 20 minutes, but he felt that it was at least 19 minutes too long and he should really
be at home.
Once upon a time he would have trusted Starsky implicitly.
He would have trusted him with everything from his Sister’s reputation to his own life. Now, however, the lycanthropy
had taken such a hold that Starsky wasn’t really Starsky anymore and much as Hutch hated to admit it, the brunet couldn’t
be trusted with looking after an earwig in a jar let alone the lives of human beings. He sighed, feeling the loss of his partner
keenly. An injured buddy he could deal with. In the times when Starsky had been shot or poisoned or beaten up by some flake,
he’d handled it because through the pain and the surgical procedures, his friend had been “present”. Starsky
had still been there and the old brunet humour had surfaced once in a while to remind Hutch that things would be ok.
But this idea of the sable haired cop changing into
something else at each full moon was not only shocking and, he had to admit, almost too preposterous to think of as real,
it also took his buddy away from him. The shell was still David Michael Starsky, ex soldier, brilliant cop and best buddy,
but the inside was something animal, calculating and deadly. For the past couple of days, he’d seen the humanity known
as Dave Starsky slowly eroded, leaving nothing left to trust and Hutch found that the scariest of all. But through it all,
Hutch knew he'd stand by that same brunet till the bitter end, determined to find a cure, no matter what. He owed his life
to Starsky so many times over and had such a deep bond with him that to do anything less than one hundred percent was unthinkable.
The blond pushed the pedal to the metal and set off
home as fast as he dared, arriving a scant five minutes later. Getting out of the car he noted that the house was still quiet
and he took that as a good sign as he took the steps two at a time. At the top of the steps however, he paused, seeing the
door ajar. He hadn’t left it like that and suddenly his heart was in his mouth as he pulled his gun from its holster
with a heavy heart. He’d never pulled a weapon on his partner before and he hated himself for not trusting Starsky any
more, but he knew how strong his buddy had become and he knew he needed to take precautions.
With the toe of his loafer, Hutch pushed the door open
and crouched in the doorway, his gun held two handed as he scanned the room. It seemed normal and he couldn’t hear anything
unusual. There was no sign of a struggle and he snickered to himself as he realised he’d been looking for blood. No.
No sign of that either. Standing upright, but not yet trusting enough to holster his Colt, he walked on into his living room
and as he did so, he heard a frightened, stifled sob from his kitchen. Rushing over, his breath stopped in his throat as he
saw his sister sitting on the kitchen floor, her knees drawn up to her chest and her head buried in the cavern formed by her
arms. Hutch sank to his knees beside her and Karen flinched as he put his arm round her shoulder, relaxing a second later
when she realised it was her brother and not Starsky come back to get her. She smiled from a tear stained face.
‘What happened Hon?’ Hutch asked softly,
not really wanting to hear the answer.
‘It wasn’t his fault, I was so stupid’
she whispered. ‘It wasn’t his fault Ken, don’t blame him’.
Hutch’s face hardened. ‘Has Starsky hurt
you?’
‘No, he didn’t hurt me. He tried, but he
couldn’t. He’s still in there Ken. Dave is still in there fighting, otherwise he would have killed me’.
‘Why? What happened?’
The blond helped his sibling to her feet and they walked
over to the sofa. The two Hutchinsons sat down and Hutch waited till Karen was composed enough to answer. She still shook
and she was pale, but the relief at seeing her brother again flooded her with a measure of comfort and she took a deep breath.
‘It was my own fault. You went out and Dave was
still sleeping, so I started making supper. I was chopping the onions and my hand slipped. I cut my finger’.
‘Oh shit! He didn’t….’
Karen nodded. ‘He must have been able to smell
it or something because the next thing I know he came out of the bedroom and walked right over to me. His eyes had a weird
look in them, like he couldn’t take his eyes off my hand, and then he….. he grabbed my neck. I swear Ken, I thought
he was gonna bite my neck, but then at the last second he whispered “run”. I couldn’t. I couldn’t
move and he yelled at me to get out. He looked so scared Ken, I wanted to help him, but then, I guess when I didn’t
move he just bolted. I um…. I think he’s taken your car’.
Hutch’s mind could hardly process what his sister
had told him. When he’d left, Starsky had been asleep, cuffed to his bed. How could this have happened, and how had
the brunet got free? The blond got up and went into the bedroom and looked down in amazement at the single handcuff dangling
from the bed. The chain had sheared right through, not cut cleanly, but the remaining links stretched out as though they had
been toffee. Only amazing strength could have done that and suddenly fear clawed at the blond’s heart.
Walking back into his living room, Hutch got the telephone
and phoned Perry’s number. Explaining briefly what had happened and hearing the tiny woman’s assurances that she’d
be right over, Hutch put down the receiver and went to sit back down next to Karen. He put his arm round her and held her
to him, needed comfort from her as much as giving her comfort.
‘I’m sorry Sis. I should never have left
you alone in the house with him. I put you in danger an’ I didn’t listen to Perry. I was too fuckin’ spineless
to put those big cuffs on him an’ I nearly got ya killed’ he admitted softly.
Karen looked up at him, pushing a bang of golden hair
back from his forehead. ‘He’s your partner and your best friend Ken. You weren’t to know. He’s such
a strong character I guess we all thought he’d be able to handle this. But he can’t, and it’s no use blaming
anyone, least of all yourself or Dave. You just have to go out there and find him and protect him, from others and from himself.
He’s hurting Ken. He’s scared and he needs you’.
‘No, he doesn’t. He needs help, but who
am I to help him? I was the one who didn’t believe in all this supernatural shit!’ Hutch muttered bitterly.
Karen took his hand and looked up into his crystal blue
eyes. ‘He needs you because you’re closer to him than anyone. If anyone can help him you can. Ken. You need to
be strong for yourself and for Dave. And I promise I’ll be here to help ok?’
Hutch snorted. ‘Ok. Just one question. How come
the warped, uncaring and dysfunctional Dr and Mrs Hutchinson managed to have two reasonable normal kids like us huh?’
Perry arrived within 10 minutes and the calm woman spent
some time with Karen going over exactly what had happened. The pretty blond was quieter now and more composed and she told
Agent Turner as much as she could, remembering even the minutest detail in the hope that the dark arts specialist would be
able to help Starsky and ultimately her brother. At the end of the explanation, Perry sighed.
‘I think he’s gone to find her. To find
Lya. He’ll be able to feel her call to him and I think even the most strong willed man in the world wouldn’t be
able to resist. How long ago did you say he left?
Hutch looked at his watch. ‘At least an hour,
more like two. Why?’
‘Because if he’s found her, and they’ve
mated, his fate is sealed. He’s the next Luprex’.
‘Mated?’ Hutch spat. ‘You make it
sound like he’s some sort of animal!’
Perry smiled at him sadly. ‘Hutch love, at the
moment, that’s exactly what he is.
Chapter 18
Hutch got into Perry’s car, looking suspiciously
at her large holdall on the back seat. She saw his look and sighed. ‘We have to be prepared love. If he’s with
Lya and he and she have…. you know, then goodness knows what state Starsky will be in. I need you to understand Hutch.
What we find – if we find him, probably won’t be your partner’.
Hutch ran his hand over his eyes, his head pounding
in time with his heartbeat. Everything was so dark and difficult and complicated. He wanted Starsky back and he still couldn’t
fully come to terms with what was happening. The brunet was the strongest most courageous man he knew and this sort of thing
didn’t happen to ordinary cops. ‘He won’t hurt me. We’ve been through too much together’ he
persisted.
‘He will love. Every chance he gets. It’s
not Dave that’s doing this, it’s the nature of the change and if you’re going to help him, you need to understand
that. If you won’t accept it, how are you going to help him to accept his change in circumstances?’
‘I’m sorry. This is tough for me. He and
I have shared so much….’
‘And you may still get the chance to share more.
You just have to trust me and help get him over this period. And now’s the time to start’ Perry said as she drew
her car to a stop at the beginning of the dunes leading down to the beach and the rocky headland. As they both got out of
the car, the moon shone down brightly on the pale silvery sand, highlighting the bumps and hollows of the silky soft sand.
They didn’t need torches to see their way, but Perry threw one to Hutch in any event, grabbed her bag and together they
set off towards the steep path leading up to the cave.
Hutch climbed it first, Perry hurrying behind him and
at the top of the path, just outside the narrow entrance to the cavern the blond stopped, looking at deep boot prints in the
sand.
‘They aren’t Starsky’s. He was barefoot
when he left, and they’re too big to be the girl’s. Someone else has been here’.
Perry bent down and studied the print. She trailed her
hands over the grains of sand as though the dirt would tell her what she needed to know. ‘It’s a hunter. By the
looks of it, I think it was probably Clark Maddox. He’s been touring this area and I think he was the one who took out
Ethan, Lya’s last mate’.
Hutch nodded his understanding. He took out his gun
and checked the chambers. Each one was full and he slipped the barrel back into place, holding the weapon out in front of
him as he walked quietly into the cave. He could feel Perry at his back and as he walked into the dim, candlelit interior
his heart gave a lurch.
‘Starsk!’ he cried, starting to rush over
to his partner until Perry’s hand held him back.
‘Hutch, stop’ she said softly. ‘Look’.
The blond took a careful look at his partner. Starsky
had managed to shuffle back into his jeans and was huddled in a corner, blood flowing from a bullet wound on his right hand
flank to stain the denim material and pool onto the ground. His eyes stared wildly at the intruders as he held the body of
his lover in his arms. The brunet rocked slowly backwards and forwards, his head buried in Lya’s luxurious dark hair,
his curls blending with hers as he moaned softly. His hands were covered in rich red blood which dripped onto the ground,
mixing with his own.
The woman in his arms was obviously dead, a huge hole
blown through her back where Maddox’s bullet had ploughed through her chest, through her heart and out of her body.
It had completed its journey and lost itself in the brunet’s side as the female wolf had thrown herself in front of
the hunter’s rifle.
Perry put a restraining arm out and held Hutch tightly.
‘Don’t move. Don’t go over there love. He’s protecting her. She died I think, to save him and now
he’s protecting her body. He doesn’t know you. He doesn’t recognise you’.
Very softly, Hutch’s eyes connected with Starsky’s
wild indigos. The blond didn’t move, except to hold out his hand slowly. ‘Starsk? It’s me, Hutch. Are ya
ok buddy? Starsk, can ya hear me Starsk?’
The brunet looked sharply up from the body of his woman
and to Hutch’s amazement, the smaller man’s lips curled back from his lips as he snarled at his partner. It was
a purely wolf move and Hutch was completely taken aback. He tried again, desperate to establish some sort of connection.
‘Starsk, we’re here to help. Will ya let
us help ya buddy? I know you’re hurtin’ She’s dead, I know she is an’ ya loved her. But ya have to
let us help ya now. You don’t want this buddy. You always said ya didn’t want this. We can help. Me an’
Perry can help ya, but ya have to put her down now an’ let us near. Just relax an’ listen to me buddy. Can ya
do that? Can ya do that for me Starsk?’
The curly haired cop stopped his rocking and fixed his
attention on the blond, his head cocked slightly on one side as though he were trying to make sense of the situation. His
hands stopped their feverish stroking of Lya’s hair and he looked at the blood on his hands, marvelling that for the
first time in what seemed like an age, he had no urge to lick and suck at the red fluid.
‘Hutch?’ he asked hesitantly.
‘Yeah, ‘s me buddy. Put her down Starsk.
We can’t help her, she’s gone. But we can help you. We just wanna help ya buddy. Will you let us do that?’
‘She…. She’s dead’ the brunet
whispered sorrowfully.
Hutch wanted desperately to rush over and enfold the
hurting man in his arms, but Perry was still holding tightly on to him and instead of holding Starsky, Hutch continued to
talk, using his voice to soothe and comfort his partner.
‘I know she is babe. And we can deal with that
after. But first you. First we have to help you. Will you let us?’
A measure of clarity came back into the pained indigo
eyes and it was obvious Starsky was struggling with his inner demons. His throat bobbed and the muscles in his jaw worked
until finally Starsky spoke again. ‘Hutch…. help me. What’s happenin’ t’me?’
‘You’re changin’ babe. You can’t
help it, but we can help you. All you have to do is put her down an’ let us help. That’s right Starsk. Just lay
her down, we can give her a decent burial later. Just let us help you. You’re the one left alive. You're the one that
matters now’.
‘You mean even like I am now?’ the smaller
man asked, his voice lost and distant. ‘I can’t control this Hutch. I was meant to be with her. We were meant
to be together an’ I felt peaceful when she was here. An’ then that fuckin’ guy came an’ ….
It was me he wanted. He told us that…. We’d….. she’d….. we made love an’ then he came
in and…. I couldn’t stop him. I was meant to protect her not the other way round. Why did she have to do it huh?
Why did she do that? It should be me dead, not her. I needed her…. I need someone. I need help’ the brunet admitted
so softly that it was barely audible.
‘An’ we will help ya partner. But ya have
to put her down an’ step away from her. Then we can help ya some. Can you do that? Can you put her down an’ come
over here?’
Very gently, Starsky laid Lya’s body down onto
the sandy floor of the cave. He straightened her hair, gently brushing stray whisps away from her face as he looked down at
his dead love and then got shakily to his feet. The bullet wound on his side was clearly visible and as he stood, he gasped
and clutched at it with his hand, bending almost double in pain. Hutch looked at Perry for answers and she looked away.
‘Maddox uses silver bullets. So long as they don’t
hit the heart they aren’t fatal, but it’ll burn him. It’ll be hurting like hell’.
Now that Starsky was on his feet, he felt the same old
urges again, pulling at his senses. He was trapped; trapped in the cave and he needed to get out. He needed freedom. He needed
to mourn his love and give her a decent burial. He needed space and big skies and most of all, he needed solitude. People
scared him now, even his blond partner. For people equated to food and he needed to eat, although what remained of his human
side told him that to kill was bad. He balled his hands into fists, the internal struggle almost too much to bear and he beat
at the sides of his head groaning as though he could beat the feelings away.
Hutch saw Starsky sway and stagger and instinct born
of looking out for the smaller man for over 10 years took over. He rushed over to his partner and caught him as he fell back
against the rocky wall. But the closeness was too much for the brunet, the feelings too raw and hard to control and with a
roar, the pushed at his partner’ body, knocking the blond away and swung a fist into Hutch’s surprised face.
The blond went down like a pack of cards, the full force
blow almost knocking his head from his shoulders. Hutch had barely enough time to gather his wits before a dark haired whirlwind
was upon him, straddling his body and pinning him down.
Sensing he may well be fighting for his life once again,
Hutch shook his head and grunted, putting his hands up to fend Starsky off. But the brunet was lost in his lycanthropic changes
and he threw another punch, connecting this time with Hutch’s shoulder. The blow was enough to severely bruise the blond’s
collarbone and he screamed once at the pain. The noise inflamed Starsky’s blood lust further. He drew back his fist
again and at that moment something in Hutch’s head told him to lie still; that wolves wouldn’t attack a prey that
was already dead. Thinking back to his last fight with Starsky, Hutch allowed himself to go limp, although truth to tell that
wasn’t difficult. He hurt so badly that moving was almost too much to handle. He felt Starsky’s hands at his neck,
grabbing a handful of his shirt and the smaller man raised Hutch up bodily so that he could stare with wild eyes into the
crystal blues.
A savage grin crossed the handsome face as Starsky bent
his head to get to Hutch’s exposed neck and the blond closed his eyes waiting for the coup de grace and death. At least
if he had to die it would be at the hands of his friend and fleetingly he hoped that Starsky wouldn’t blame himself.
It wasn’t his fault. No-one had asked for this infection to take a hold of him. He felt hot breath on his neck and teeth
grazing his skin and then there was a loud, almost deafening crack in the confines of the cave. Starsky screamed once and
his body jerked convulsively and was thrown sidewayss, hitting the wall of the cave and bouncing off it to lie in an untidy
heap on the ground.
In the subsequent quite which followed, Hutch sat up
shakily and looked around him to see Perry, a rifle in her hand as she pointed it at the two men with an expression of sorrow
in her eyes.
‘I’m sorry’ she said softly. ‘He
would have killed you’.
Chapter 19
The sound died away in the confines of the cave and
Hutch looked around in dismay.
‘What the fuck? What’re ya doin’?
Are ya crazy?’ he yelled at the woman holding the rifle. He dived over to his partner and gently rolled the brunet onto
his back. Starsky’s body was limp and lifeless, his eyes closed and his dark eyelashes seeming like smoky smudges against
his flushed olive toned skin. Rapidly, Hutch searched his partner’s body for new wounds. The only ones he found, however
were the eight claw marks down his back and the fresh, still bleeding bullet wound from Maddox’s rifle on his right
side. The blond looked up as Perry came to kneel by him.
‘He’ll be fine’ she said gently.
‘Fine? Ya shot him! How the hell can he be fine?’
Hutch’s eyes blazed with anger.
‘I shot him yes, with a tranquilliser dart. It’ll
keep him asleep for maybe twenty minutes while we talk’.
‘About what? About the fact that my best friend
is so lost to me that he just tried to kill me? About the fact that somehow, somewhere down the line someone, maybe even me,
is gonna have to kill him to stop him killing others? Tell me what ya want to talk about, coz unless it’s real good,
I don’t wanna know’.
‘Would you talk about a possible cure?’
Perry asked gently.
‘Huh? I thought you said this was incurable?’
‘And maybe it is. I don’t know Hutch. All
I can tell you is that my friends have been working on this since I told them and one of them found something in the texts
of a Sir Vincent de Rushton. He was a well known warlock in England in the 18th Century. He tells of a case of lycanthropy
that he seemed to have cured’.
‘How? And why didn’t you tell me before?’
‘I was going to, but things kind of overtook us.
Mark only discovered the text this evening and he told me straight away. By then I’d had the phone call from you and
so I just threw the things I thought I’d need together. This has to be done tonight, it’s the last night before
the start of the full moon. If we leave it any later, we’ll never get him back. That’s why I brought the bag and
the dart’.
‘But he’s hurt already. What’re ya
gonna do to him?’ the flaxen haired man asked. He’d shuffled around until he had his back against the wall of
the cave and was now cradling Starsky’s curly head in his lap, smoothing the hot forehead with his hand, the other resting
on one flushed shoulder.
‘We should deal with the bullet first. It’s
silver. It won’t kill him, but his body wouldn’t be able to heal around it like it would an ordinary lead bullet.
If we can do it now, while he’s still sedated, it won’t hurt him quite so much. He’ll um…. He’ll
have enough to deal with later’ Perry added cryptically.
Hutch looked down at the bullet hole, still seeping
blood and with blackened burned edges. The area was swollen and flushed red and as he placed his hand over it, Starsky’s
stomach muscles contracted and he groaned deeply, despite the tranquillising effects of the dart.
‘Do you have anything I can use to get it out?’
he asked, cursing the fact that he couldn’t just take his buddy to an emergency room.
Perry nodded and from her bag took a pair of surgical
steel forceps still in a sealed plastic bag. The blond didn’t think to ask why she carried a pair around with her, or
even where she’d got them. Instead, he took them, hefting them in his hand to get a feel for them and looked at her.
‘I never got as far as the surgery course in Med school an’ I’ve only ever seen this in films. What’m
I meant to do?’ he asked
‘Don’t ask me love. I only supply the hardware’
she smiled grimly. ‘Um… before you start….’ With a look of intense apology in her eyes, Perry produced
the heavy iron manacles from her bag and without meeting Hutch’s gaze, she took the brunet’s wrists and snapped
the huge cuffs snugly around them. ‘When he wakes up, we have no idea how he’ll be’ she explained. ‘Please,
don’t look at me like that, I know it’s hard for you, but if we’re going to help him, we need to take those
precautions’.
Hutch grunted, not liking the arrangements, but his
mind currently full of how he was going to get the slug out of Starsky’s side. Very carefully he shifted his weight
and laid the curly head down onto the sandy floor so that he could kneel by his buddy’s side. The forceps hovered centimetres
over the brunet’s flesh and Hutch closed his eyes, waiting for calm. He opened them and focused on the wound.
‘Hold him’ he told Perry and the woman gripped
Starsky’s shoulders as Hutch swallowed once and pushed the metal into the bloody wound. Starsky’s body arched
off the floor and his indigo eyes flashed open as he groaned deeply. Hutch needed his buddy to be still and Perry couldn't
handle Starsky on her own, so with an air born of desperation, Hutch straddled the brunet's body and sat on the still thrashing
legs, effectively anchoring the brunet to the ground. Ignoring the hurt he was so obviously causing, the blond continued to
push the slim nose of the forceps deep into the wound, his whole concentration on the feel of the metal in his fingers. He
edged the forceps further in as Perry battled to keep the brunet still beneath her. Starsky writhed on the ground, his breath
rasping in his throat as he tried to bat Hutch’s hand away. But with the heavy metal of the manacles and chain surrounding
his limbs, he was unable to dislodge the blond’s hold and Hutch carried on grimly.
He felt sick to his stomach and only the thought of
bringing some relief to his friend drove him on until finally he felt something hard touch the nose of the forceps. Very gently,
he widened the two halves of the metal implement until the teeth bit into the soft silver slug and with grim determination
he slowly pulled it from Starsky’s flesh It came away with a dull, obscene sucking sound and as it did, the brunet screamed
out and writhed on the ground, his eyes finally opening and remaining open as he panted through the pain.
Hutch threw the forceps and their silver cargo down
onto the floor and shuffled up so that he could once again cradle the brunet in his arms. He smiled down into the hazy indigo
eyes as Starsky locked onto his crystal blues.
‘Utssssh’ he whispered.
‘Yeah, I got ya buddy. Just lie still huh? How
do ya feel?’
‘Hurts…. side. ‘Utch…. Ssscared…..
Lya….. she’s….’
‘I know Starsk. She’s dead. She was dead
when we got to ya. I’m sorry’.
The curly haired man closed his eyes in pain, physical
as well as emotional ‘We were….’
‘I know buddy, I know. You were meant to be together.
We'll deal with that later, when you're better.'
'Don't wanna...don't deserve. She...Hutch she...saved
my life.'
'Yeah, she did too.'
'Why?' The pain in the fever bright indigo eyes was
so intense Hutch flinched away from it. 'Can't live...like this' Starsky whispered.
'Yes you can babe. An' ya will. We'll help. Starsk how
do you um… Do you still feel….?’
Starsky knew what his partner was getting at and he
closed his eyes for a moment. He still felt the heat of the blood lust through his body, but he also felt a little calmer
than he had although the loss of his love hurt him deeply. He no longer felt that he would rip Hutch’s head off and
his body hurt so much that he didn’t think he’d have the energy anyway.
‘Not bad…. Hurts some’ he raised his
arms with difficulty and looked at the heavy manacles. ‘Someone’s bbein’…. careful’ he gasped.
‘M sorry buddy’ Hutch said softly
‘Don’t be. I need ‘em….. Hutch,
you should go. I don’t ttrust myself no more. I need…. help, shootin’, I dunno, somethin’ Starsky
murmured sadly through the pain.
‘Starsk, Perry thinks she has a cure’.
‘Huh? I thought….’
‘Yeah, me too buddy. But she thinks she can cure
ya. Will you let her try?’
Perry knelt by the side of the two men. ‘I don’t
know if it’ll work love. It’s only been done once before and it’s um…. Well it’ll be painful,
and it’s dangerous. You may not survive’ she explained as gently as she could.
Starsky snickered softly and then bent double as a bout
of coughing took him unawares. Hutch soothed him until he was quiet again and the brunet fixed Perry with pain filled eyes.
‘I don’t wanna ….live like this. Do
what…. ya have to’.
‘You understand it could kill you?’ she
persisted.
‘What choice do I have?’
‘We can work somethin’ out’ Hutch
said desperately. ‘You don’t have to do this Starsk. We can find another way’.
‘No love, we can’t’ the woman murmured.
‘If we’re right, it’s either now or never. We have to do it before the first moon, and that’s’
tomorrow night. And even then, this may not work. Are you sure Dave? Do you want me to do this?’
Starsk nodded. He could already feel the power surges
coming back and he fought them with all his strength, beads of sweat forming on his brow.
‘Just do it huh?’
‘OK, I need a few minutes to prepare, and honey….
It’s gonna hurt, but I’ll make it as quick as I can’.
‘What’re you gonna do?’ Hutch asked,
trying to keep the fear from his voice.
‘I have an ointment here. it’s made of much
the same stuff as the tea I gave him to drink. Wolfsbane and Caraway with some Thistle and a smattering of Digitalis. Its
very concentrated and I need to apply it at the right time’.
‘Which is?’ the blond asked.
Perry stopped her preparations and looked at the two
men. ‘I’m not going to kid you. When I said this was dangerous, I meant it. Dave, I need to make seven ritual
cuts on your body; smallish ones, but deep so that you bleed. It’s the bleeding that’s the secret. If we can time
it till you’re at the point of death before I put on the ointment to stop you bleeding further, then it may, and I stress
may, be a cure’.
‘You mean you’re gonna try to kill him?’
Hutch asked angrily.
‘No, never! But he has to be close to death for
the ointment to work love. There’s no easy way to do this’.
‘No, ya can’t. I won’t let ya. Find
another way! We don't have any transfusion equipment. I'm the same blood type, but hell Perry! I could never give him enough
to save him’ Hutch yelled, his eyes wide with despair. He knew he’d prefer to have Starsky alive and wolflike
rather than dead and cured.
‘Hutch… Ken, love. I know this is hard for
you, but he's a lycanthrop and he'll be able to heal himself, even if he's cured he..…’
‘Blintz?’ the word was no more than a whisper,
but it stopped the blond in his tracks and he looked fondly down at his partner. ‘Ya have to let her try. It’s
my life an’ I can’t live it like this. I’ve tried to kill ya twice an’ I won’t do it a third
time. It’s my life an’ my choice, an’ I say she should do it’ Starsky’s face creased with pain
and he clutched at his side, the chains on the manacles rattling together as though to remind him of his predicament.
‘Starsk, I don’t want ya to… to die’
Hutch whispered ‘there’s gotta be another way.'
‘Don’t wanna die either buddy, but ya heard
the lady. Now stand by an’ let her do her stuff huh? Hutch…. for me?’
The flaxen haired cop heaved a breath and shuffled over
until Perry had room to move.
‘Ok Dave. I can’t pretend this won’t
hurt. The knife is silver, so that your body won’t heal the cuts too quickly. Once I’ve cut you, you’re
gonna start to feel tired. I want you to stay with me as long as you can. Got that? I need to calculate when to stop the bleeding.
Can you do that for me?’ she smiled nervously.
Starsky took hold of Hutch’s hand and squeezed
it. ‘Yeah, stay awake. Not my strong point huh Blondie?’
‘I’m here. Right here Starsk’ Hutch
said past the lump in his throat.
Starsky looked back at the woman and grinned. ‘Do
your worst’ he murmured and fixed his eyes on Hutch’s.
Perry took an eight inch long blade from her bag. The
silver glinted dully in the candlelight as she examined it. With the pot of ointment already opened, she leaned forward and
started to chant some ancient words under her breath as she weaved magical symbols above the brunet’s body. Her face
was relaxed. Totally composed now that she was back in the world of black magic and dark arts, Perry concentrated on weaving
her spell. For long moments she muttered the archaic, unknown words softly, her hand signs at once beautiful and mystical
- a ballet born of need. Finally she looked down at her patient.
‘Ready?’
‘As I’ll ever be’ the brunet replied
calmly.
‘Seven cuts, remember?’ Perry brought the
knife up and carefully she made two cuts one on either side of the cop’s neck over his jugular. Starsky hissed in pain
and squeezed Hutch’s hand harder, but refused to cry out as next the woman made two more incisions down the length of
his forearms from the inside of his elbow to his wrists. The blood started to well out to drip onto the sandy floor of the
cave. Next came two more cuts at his ankles on the inside and finally she poised the blade over the brunet’s heart.
The silver flashed as she cut deeply into the olive toned flesh and Starsky could no longer contain the scream. His body writhed
under the onslaught as Hutch soothed his forehead and tried to keep him still.
The blood flowed freely now from all seven cuts to mingle
with the grains of sand on the ground. The brunet was loosing his ruby red life force fast; far faster than either Hutch or
Perry had imagined and slowly the indigo eyes started to close.
‘Starsk, stay with us buddy’ Hutch warned
urgently.
With an effort the brunet forced his eyes open. ‘Tired’
he panted, feeling short of breath as though he’d run a marathon.
‘I know, but just stay with me Starsk, keep your
eyes open for me’.
‘Ya like…. my eyes?’
‘Yeah, I love your eyes Pal. They’re your
best bit. Keep ‘em open for me buddy, stay with me here’ Hutch continued to urge his partner.
‘Like… yours….too’ Starsky breathed,
words becoming almost too much of an effort. But as his blood continued to flow, the heat of the blood lust flowed from him
too leaving him feel calm and at peace with himself more than he'd ever felt in his life.
‘You never said that before. You really like my
eyes?’ Hutch said, tears pricking at the corners of them.
‘Hmmm….. Love ya ‘Utssshhhh’
the smaller man murmured as his head fell sideways and his eyes closed.
‘Starsk? Starsky, stay with me buddy…. Starsky!!’
Hutch looked up in desperation, but Perry was already administering the powerful magical potion to the cuts. It was black
and had the consistency of molasses but it stemmed the bleeding immediately. As she finished and the blood ceased to flow
she sat back on her heels as Hutch felt for the weak and thready pulse that fluttered and stuttered inside the brunet’s
body. Starsky looked peaceful for the first time in a month, his eyes closed, his face pain free but his skin cold, clammy
and pale. Gently Hutch stroked down his buddy's cheek softly. 'Starsky with me Starsk. Don't go...don't go anywhere, don't
leave me, ya hear me Gordo.'
There was no answer, the brunet lost in the sleep that
would either lead to death, or a new lease of life.
Hutch looked up, his eyes full of questions. ‘Is
that it? Will he be ok? What do we do now?’ he asked.
Perry held his hand in hers, feeling the trembling of
the tall blond she'd come to love. ‘Honestly? I have no idea. He's alive, and he seems to be fighting. I don't think
he'll die. But as to what state he'll be in when he wakes? I have no idea - no on e does. All we can do now love, is wait’.
--fin--